the after math

Chapter 13

The next couple of days was grate every thank seemed to fall into place after our little talk . Declan , slowed down on the training me and I spent more time at the cafe helping Sarah with things because staying cooped up In the house was driving me insane . If it was up to the guys I would even leave the house after I had spilled the beans about Tom they had got vary overprotective I new that part of it was because they were werewolves and that how there wired and the other part was they cared but I had finally had enough of it and put my foot down and explained to Declan that even though Tom was still out there that no one no's where I'm at and with that I stormed out That's how I found myself looking through racks of Pregnancy clothing at there local Walmart I in did up buying myself some oversize shirts and some comfy pants and headed out to the local park for a run it's been so long I've been in my coyote Self . I park at the first spot I fond and got out and found me a good spot to Strip out of my clothes in shifting into my other form it wasn't that I was uncomfortable with being naked I Grew up with werewolves so you eventually got comfortable with people being naked after the attack I found myself not liking being naked in my human form but I push it away and headed out it was nice out the warm breeze brushed through my ferr like a long lost friend Spring was here and other animals Were about scampering around the forest floor I put my nose to the ground And breathe in a the smells around me my paws pushed me forward to the Trail head the smell of rabbits covered the ground rabbit and other animal that uses this trail The hunger in my belly had me pushing forward running faster And Quieter jumping over fallen trees and under bushes My belly scraped the ground sneaking up on the rabbit munching on fresh vegetation they have no idea that death was close by I Bolted out with speed and accuracy I was upon them before they even realized I Sank my sharp teeth into their warm underbelly ripping into the meat inside I ate  my fell and hunted a couple more times on the walk back I found myself missing Samuel I miss someone to run with someone to hurt with when I left he wasn't in vary good shape You could see it in his eyes he wasn't himself and I worried about what I would find if I ever did go back I need to know if he was ok . I knew Samuel would understand why I left , he had ones ran to Texas to get away from his problems He would be mad that I knew but he would not judge . That wasn't who Samuel was I realize I had talked myself into doing it the whole way to the truck I shifted back to my human form And rushed  to put on clothes once into my steady truck pulled out of the parking spot . I made up my mind I was going to do it I was going to call Samuel I knew there was a chance he would tell Bran my father or Adam the potential mates I left behind the one I cannot face but I had to know ..