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ix. i don't feel so good

CHAPTER NINE.
[ ix. i don't feel so good ]
/ IRL & TEXTING /

SASHA SAT DOWN on the couch, emotionally and physically exhausted. She didn't wanna talk to anyone, not even her boyfriend nor her bestfriend Christa. She laid her head on her hand and stared at her phone. She would normally be scrolling through social media right now, not being like this. Sasha swallowed the lump in her throat and started to run her finger over her black mark. Truthfully, she was the only person in here willing to do anything to survive, and she meant it. Just then, she felt her phone buzz on her lap and her heart dropped. No, no, no, no God. God please no, she thought to herself.

/ TEXTING /

( 2 participants )

unknown number
Nice to meet you Sasha.

sasha blouse 👚
haven't u had enough of hurting
people ??

unknown number
If I had, why would I be texting you?

unknown number
You're one of the two people I actually
like in this room. You will do anything to
survive.

sasha blouse 👚
that's false

unknown number
No, it's not. I know you Sasha. Don't
think I don't.

unknown number
If you wanna live so badly, poison
Christa.

sasha blouse 👚
i can't. please no no no

unknown number
Oh I think you will.

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Sasha started shaking and quickly looked around the room. Then, she spotted her bestfriend sitting by Ymir, whom she had a crush on for forever. Not her. Out of all people, Sasha thought to herself.

unknown number
There are some cleaning supplies
in the bottom cabinet underneath the
sink.

READ

Sasha gulped as she stood up. She kept staring at the blonde as she walked into the kitchen, which was still smelling like something was burning. She made sure nobody was watching as she bent down and looked at the bleach from underneath the sink. This is wrong. You need to die and let her live, Sasha thought to herself. You're as bad as he is. You aren't a murderer. She shook away her thoughts, stood back up, opened the top cupboard and grabbed a bowl. She was having an emotional war with herself. "Hey." She jumped and turned to her left. "You okay?" Connie asked, actually concerned.

"Yea, why wouldn't I be?" Sasha lied, giving a reassuring smile.

"You look...afraid," Connie informed concerned. Sasha nervously chuckled as she stared at the ground.

"Everyone's afraid Connie." She was right, everyone was.

"I just wanted to make sure you're okay," he explained and she nodded.