oh yeah the title of the chapter doesn't isn't always the topic of the chapter. sorry to break it to u
Billie Pov
"Hey Billie", Dababy said as he kissed my cheek and licked his lips. "Oh I didn't know you was into dark-skins?!", Noah yelled laughing. "Wait, what!, no I'm not even into him, I wouldn't do that to Melanie" I said huffing. "Mhmm, I saw the way you looked at him and it's not like you didn't already cheat", she said as she changed her tone. "Bruh, you're still on that?!", I said pissed off. "Yeah, and that could be a reason why she's acting the way she is too", she said as she opens her phone. I just stare at her in disgust.
I'm also very mad at myself for falling into Ari and for hurting Melanie. I'm still tryna figure out how I'm gonna get her love back. I'm such a sex animal, I'm literally trying my best not to cheat again. I have a huge feeling that she wanted to get revenge. I mean when was the last time we'd FaceTimed?! I don't even know if the tears was real the day we left. The shows have been very good and fun. I'm currently eating takis that a fan gave me. Lately we've been just fucking around, like playing games and asking conspiracy questions and shit.
Dababy Pov
That girl Billie is really fine as fuck. I've been trying to hit it or maybe be her man for awhile now. But she's been Ariana and Melanie. I have no idea what that's about. I would've been tried to hook up with her but she looks like she only likes girls. I'm the type of nigga to get any bitch I want no matter the situation. This one feels a little different, I mean I act a little nervous around her sometimes. Even my friends even call me pussy. Damn, never knew I would fall so hard for someone. She probably thinks I'm with my baby mama or with Dani. Them bitches was really fighting over me.
My baby mama Meme really tryna make these females think she has me pulled down. That ain't even true, she really tryna get me back. She's also make me look like a bad guy and make these females rethink their decision to be with me. The only thing that I'm a little bit worried about is the fact that I got kids. Some chicks don't even like that and having a baby mama. She doesn't even like some people around her kids. Shit, all I know is when I get her I'm cutting off all my hoes and shit.
We're currently in the UK and I'm about to do an interview with this radio show called Capital FM.
few minutes later.....
"Are you seeing anyone right now or have you eyes on someone?", he asked as he twirled around. "I'm single you know but is you messing with females here and there", I said chuckling. "Yeah like more of an one night stand type of thing huh?", he asked as he smiled. "Yeah, I mean I do got my eyes on a special someone", I said smiling. "Oh really?, are they like an celebrity or just an unknown model", he also asked. "Oh there a celebrity, a BIG celebrity actually", I said scoffing. "Oh are you ok with sharing how this people allegedly could be?", he said chuckling. "Billie...", I said shyly as I licked my lips.
"Billie Eilish?!, wow, are u guys like talking?, I know you two are on tour together right now", he said as he grabbed his drink. "I mean I haven't you know make my move, mostly because I'm respectful because she's in a relationship right now, but maybe eventually I'll move on", I explained. "Oh yeah, it hurts when you love someone that doesn't really feel the same for you", he added. "Yeah it's something you have to deal", I also added.
Melanie Pov
"Billie Eilish and Dababy are dating?!" "Billie Eilish is allegedly seeing Dababy" "Billie Eilish and Dababy are talking" What am I not surprised. I've always knew that she'd probably cheat with someone and stay together with them. And maybe fill them with lies about her being single and other shit. I'm done, I'm not gonna act like I haven't been the most loyal person either lately. But I at least haven't been so full of myself and caring about other shit beside who am I with. I'm tired of her, I hate the fact that I actually had feelings for her. I used to feel that she would make me feel better about everything and got me through some shit. I'm over everything that has to do with her. I should've listened to Angelita.
"What happened baby?", Kesha said as she moved closer to me. "Billie...", I said slowly and softly. "You're gonna have to get over her baby, I'm so sorry about her", she said as she kissed my cheek. "Yeah you're right", I said as I got up. "I'm gonna go take a walk", I said as I grabbed my jacket. "Now?!, it's really late boo", she asked. "I know, but I need a little air", I said softly as I looked down. "Baby look up and don't bump into anything, make sure to tell your mom because I don't think she'd like me in your room by myself", she said as she picked my face up and hugged me. "Ok", I'll be back I said as I gave her a kiss.
I just walked and walked and walked. I took some breaks to breathe and take a view of things. I held my phone in my hand as I had my contacts open. Some tears have felt down to my phone and the ground. I wiped my face and wrote to her. "We're done I can't be with anymore, you should already know why no need for explanation", I wrote to her as I blocked her number after. I started to walk back as I was stopped to my almost knew girlfriend.
"Aw baby, come here", she said as she came out her car. "I got worried by walk, I thought you meant by the block you didn't come back for 40 minutes", she said as she had her head on top of mine. "I'm sorry baby, I just needed some time to think", I said as I hugged her tighter. "I understand boo, lets get you home", she said as she let go of me to hold my door. She drove me back home and eventually leaving 2 hours later. All I could think of is the memories and happiness I had with her. I hated her, but then I also loved her.
I was just sleeping or dating Kesha at the moment. I needed some love after all the shit Billie made me go through. Ever since she left I have been seeing Kesha. She's been helping me with my depression and everything. I started this whole thing every since of Billie chested with Ariana. Who she told me that she didn't want to be with no more and didn't care about. Now the tables have turned and I'm happily in love with Kesha. I just feel sorry for Angelita she's been so distance lately. Ever since I told her about me and Kesha she's been so distance.
I legitimately forgot that she told me that she's in love with me. Although I did sleep with her, that's not gonna be enough of course. I hate the fact that her being in love with me will possibly ruin our friendship. We've been friends with years, I gotta did this shit.
sorry i was gonna post this one the day i posted the last one but ive been procrastinating. I also have online school to do and im already failing....
