Usually, I am this happy go-getter person
But lately, I have no energy to do anything
I just feel like I have no reason to do anything
Even the things that I like
I just wish I knew what was going on
I feel like I can't tell my friends, family, or even my boyfriend
I'm just scared of what they will think of me
Will they think differently
Will, they cut me off?
She lied about me
I never did anything to her
Why does she think she can do that
I never did anything
I always tried to be her friend
She always tried to ruin me
She wants to see me with no friends
She wants to seem me depressed
She wants to see me upset
But why
What did I ever do to her
Why do I deserve this
This torture is terrible
She ruined my life with her lies
Maybe I just ruined my own life
Maybe this is what's supposed to happen
Maybe I'm supposed to feel this pain
Maybe I'm supposed to feel this torture
It karma getting back at me for everything
It's my fault
Everything is always my fault
Right?
