HARRY'S POV:
It's been a week since Louis has been unconscious. What is even the point of me being in his hospital room. I've been depressed and mortified.
Now all of me is lost in the darkness of my thoughts. I haven't talk to anyone or as long as he has been in the hospital, and I lost every main function in my body. My heart, and mind. I have cried everyday since. Harder and harder each day. I think I'm running out of tears. I hope not. Sometimes crying helps get it out and it keeps everything from boiling inside of me.
I really want to trust and believe in him again. He is what makes me whole. He is more than half of me. He is most of me, and all of this, all four years have been lies.
I love Louis, and I am in love with Louis. Parts of me want to make me stop loving him but the other parts wants his trust and affection again.
I feel tears starting to form again in my eyes, but not because of the of Louis lying and the trust it took, but I feel like I need to cry because I've never told Louis that I was in love with him. I won't be able to stop being in love with him.
A tear streams from my eye followed be more and more. I can't stop crying. Uncontrollable sobs come out, and I fall from the chair next to the bed onto the ground, curl up into a ball, and close my eyes and try to convince myself reasons to stop loving him... but that is rarely possible.
I gather myself together again and sit myself back up in the chair, I grabbed Louis hand and caress it with my thumb.
His skin is so soft and smooth. Perfect, his skin is perfect.
Usually people say things like "my husband is perfect" which a lie. Nobody can be perfect and nobody is perfect, not even in certain perspective. Louis isn't perfect, I see his flaws. All of them. But each flaw makes him who he is and that's what makes me still in love with him. People that look passed their persons flaws is not getting the full picture of that person.
One of the many reason I am in love with Louis, is his flaws.
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