✓𝙖𝙢𝙖𝙧𝙖𝙣𝙩𝙝𝙪𝙨 | yoonseok

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[june 5, 2019. 8:40 PM]

yoongiboongi:
so you're just gonna leave it at that? no explanation? nothing?

hoseok94:
i don't really think i have anything to explain to you

yoongiboongi:
yeah right. not like there's nothing to explain when i found you fucking bleeding with your blood smeared all over the stalls
you had me worried, you know? a bit upset too

hoseok94:
if i told you that i contracted the most fictional fucking disease which makes me cough out blood and flower petals until i died because you didn't love me back, i don't think you'd believe me. if i told you that the only way that i can be cured is being loved back by you, or having it surgically removed and never being able to love you again, would you really believe me? i don't think you're one to be upset here.
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im sorry
the doctors told me i got a really bad blood clot in my lungs. if i don't get it removed in half a years time it will expand and stop air from flowing properly in my lungs,, i didn't want to tell you because i didn't want to worry you :(

yoongiboongi:
hoseok... i've only known you for a few months but i feel like you're really the only person who's waited for me to open up. please don't hide things from me because it hurts more knowing that you're suffering by yourself. promise me, okay?

hoseok94:
it hurts more knowing that you don't love me back
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pinky promise :(