Me and Jordan had finally stopped messing about and decided to get our butt's to Harley's house. I was wearing black skinny jeans and Jordan's plain grey hoodie with a pair of black studded heeled shoe boots and Jordan was wearing a black T-shirt with blue jeans a blue hat and a pair of white vans.
We had reached Harley's drive and the nerves had started to kick in..What if Harley was still angry with me? Or what if he'd never want to see me again after we tell him we're together? My heart felt like it was gunna jump out of my body and run down the road. I think Jordan sensed I was nervous s he squeezed me hand a little tighter.
"You ready?" Jordan asked as he gave me a half smile.
"Ready as I'm ever gunna be.." I replied..
*KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK*
"What's up?" Harley answered the door in some baggy tracksuit bottoms and a plain white vest.
"Can we talk?" I asked nervously..
"Sure..come in!" Harley replied as he swung the door open.
I walked in to his house and at on the brown leather sofa in the living room.
"What did you wanna talk about?" He asked as he handed me and Jordan a glass of coke.
"I just wanted to make sure you were OK.." I replied looking sympathetic.
"Urrrm..kinda! Oh, I was meaning to say sorry for the way I acted the other night! I was out of order but I meant some of the stuff I said..I can't have this baby with you.." Harley replied as he sat on the adjacent sofa.
"I know..Jordan told me! So are you still alright with me? Like, your not mad are you?" I asked worried of his response.
"No, why would I be? It's just as much my fault as it is yours!" He replied with a little smile.
"Oh bruv, there's something I need to tell you.." Jordan said to Harley.
"S'upp?" Harley asked.
"Well..me and Nikki are together..your alright with that aren't you?" Jordan asked..
"You shouldn't ask questions you won't like the answer to mate! But whatever..if your happy then I suppose that's all that matters.." Harley replied bluntly.
"What do you mean by that?" Jordan asked rather abruptly..
"Well it's always about you ain't it!" Harley replied.
"Shut up mate..you've lost your mind" Jordan responded.
"Oh by the way.I've just had a sandwich..don't suppose you want the leftovers of that too?" Harley said viciously.
"WHAT THE FUCK IS OUR PROBLEM?" Jordan shouted angrily.
"Well, you take my girlfriend..my baby..just wondering if you wanted anything else..how about my dignity? You want that too?" Harley snapped.
"I'm not trying to take anything away from you!" Jordan snapped back.
"HOLD ON! HARLEY YOUR THE ONE WHO TOLD ME YOU DIDN'T WANT THE BABY! SO STOP TAKING IT OUT ON JORDAN!" I screamed now really annoyed with Harley..
"SHUT UP YOU DUMB BITCH! I WANTED THE BABY..I JUST CAN'T LOOK AFTER IT! WHAT MAKES YOU THINK YOU HAVE THE RIGHT TO SHOUT AT ME ANYWAY? YOU JUST TOLD ME THAT YOU ARE WITH MY BEST MATE..NOW IT'S QUITE CLEAR TO ME THAT I MEANT NOTHING TO YOU! I WAS JUST A LITTLE FILLER WASN'T I? SOMEONE TO KEEP YOU ENTERTAINED UNTIL JORDAN GOT INVOLVED! NOW YOUR WONDERING WHY I'M PISSED OFF! WELL FUCK YOU. FUCK THIS..JUST FUCK EVERYTHING! I WANT YOU OUT OF MY HOUSE..BOTH OF YOU" Harley screamed then ran upstairs with his hand on his face..covering his eyes.
I tried to run after after Harley as I never realized how wrong I have been..I can't believe I just used him like that! I'm such a bitch! Before I got out of the living room door Jordan grabbed me and pulled me back..
"Baby, give him time..he's just upset!" Jordan told me as he took me out of the house with him!
Tears started to threaten my eyes as we were walking home..how could I be such a bitch..and not even realize it!
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Decision Avenue
FanfictionThings are complicated in the life of Nikki as she is faced with difficult decisions everyday. This is the story of her and her new best mates Harley and Jordan.
