Memories and strange looks

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I have always been extremely fascinated with nature, taking long walks in the forests , watching the growth and listening to the noises around me. As I sit under the tree looking broodingly across the black lake , it sturs up a memory .. A long forgotten memory as such.

-we were laying on the torn beat up couch together, just me and him. Watching one of those old tv shows that you never really understood but you watched it anyways. I was sitting in his lap, yet I was comfortable .. Was it wrong that I sometimes miss those times , missing the company of the man who hurt me so much ? I couldn't help but wonder why I missed him , I mean he took away the innocence of a young girl , he ruined her life , took away her purity far too quickly than she deserved.. Yet she missed him , she missed the fact that he was the only man that held her in a protective manner - maybe she missed him because he was the closest thing as a father to her - a sick father at that.
He was old enough to be my father at the time, he had different mood swings , at times he would be kind and gentle like mentioned before with not a care in the world . But other times , the mood he was mainly in all the time, was the man of a sick sardistic cruel bastard who molested the young girls he kidnapped -

I was drawn out of my thoughts by hearing faint footsteps from behind me. The person was a while back but I could still hear them. My first thought was it had to be Albus , on his morning stroll - but as they got closer and more hurried I knew it wasn't him. I turned around to see Severus , he had a scowl on his face, hands in his pockets , heading directly at me in a hurried manner

"Miss Pierce" he said from a far back still walking towards me " Albus has told me that he needs to see you desperately, he seemed rather serious about you being there rather soon"

I looked at him , his dark onyx eyes were cold , mysterious and stern. I didn't know if I could trust him , he was a serious man and was straight to the point . He seemed to hold onto anger, making him tense all around - he was in a different mood to last night when I had met him , it seems his charm has faded and he's changed into a rather imposing figure.

"Did he say what about?" I said rather worryingly , not bothering with greetings

"He mentioned that its rather important " he said suddenly stopping a good distance away from me , observing me - watching my reaction "you best be going"

I got to my feat, somewhat quickly , walking past Severus looking at him sternly , he was a difficult man . I was a few feet away when he said "Chocolate covered Raisins " , I looked at him rather oddly thinking he had gone mad , I shrugged it off carrying on walking . I made my way up the hill , the same way I had walked down earlier the morning. As I got to the top , reaching the stairs going into Hogwarts I turn my gaze back to where I was sitting , realizing Severus was still standing there watching my retreating figure "Strange" i thought.
Walking through the hallways , my footsteps echoing , I'm glad I remember the way around or else I would surely have gotten lost - making my way to Albus' office , my path was blocked by a rather large statue of a Falcon, with it's wings spread out as it looked like it was in flight - sudden stumped , Albus hadn't mentioned that I needed a password to get into his office , i usually just used the floo network when I did come to Hogwarts for the occasional meeting and such.
Remembering the strange phrase Severus had told me , I thought over it and said it , loud enough so it was just hearable .
Amazingly the statue started turning , revealing a large staircase making it's way up towards the tower of the castle. "Brilliant" I smiled , whispering to myself

Hurrying up the stairs, I came to a door . Knocking on it briefly it opened smoothly , revealing a rather confused looking Albus and a man I had yet to meet in the middle of the room . Obviously intruding on a rather interesting conversation

"Morgana dear , I'd like you to meet an old friend of mine Arthur Weasly" Dumbledore said smiling worryingly at me

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Sooo tell me watcha think - comment vote feedback , I know conversations are a bit scarce I'll get into them xx thanks
My book is going to resemble the story of "Closet Land" somewhat ... Watch the movie - the woman's life closely resembles Morgana's past Xx

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