Temptations

An Ode.

She didn't deserve this pain

She already thinks I'm an asshole

She is right, 

I'm an asshole who never thought of her

When my urges controlled me

I'm a loser for losing the best person in this world

I'm nothing to her feet

She didn't deserve this, 

And I don't deserve to give her this pain

For all she gave me , 

I gave back pain, the best of my skills

Nobody could hurt her the way I did

And I'm not proud of it

I was not her gentleman

Only a trash collector who knocked her heart to million pieces

And her body in to segment of torture Chambers

She deserved the best man, 

I only made a fool of myself

Even she gave all of herself to my madness

I was wrong , I was evil 

A failure who listened to mind when it should have been the heart.