The Voices Won't Stop | Angst

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This might be uncomfortable for some of you to read. It contains a suicide attempt and self hatred. Read at your own risk.
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Elizabeth's P.O.V
It's all my fault...Estarossa killed Sir Meliodas because I wasn't strong enough. Now he's gone! If only I died instead of him...
"Sir Meliodas...when will you come back to me? You promised me...that we would run the bar together again. You lied..." I mutter softly as I got onto my knees and slowly layed my head on his cold chest...his scars never vanished either. I'm to weak...
"Yes~ You are to weak! It's your fault that he's dead! You should've died instead of him!!" The voices won't stop...they started once the sins left and I had to take care of Meliodas' body while Hawk kept me company.
"I couldn't do anything...Sir Meliodas wouldn't want me to blame myself." What was I thinking? I'm talking to myself...but I do know that Meliodas wouldn't blame me. He would want me safe...he was ready to sacrifice himself when Hendrickson tried to kill me back then...
"He only protected you because he didn't want the demons to return. He never cared about YOU! If you never existed then none of this would have never happened!!" That's not true...that can't be...! Sir Meliodas said we're comrades after all. It's not my fault...
"But it is~ You are the cause for Meliodas' suffering!! Just die!!! Nobody would care about you!" The voice is right...I'm the cause of his suffering. It's wrong about people not caring...the sins, Hawk, my father, my sisters, and...Sir Meliodas once he wakes up from his slumber.
"I have to save Sir Meliodas from anymore suffering." I spoke softly and walked out of the room to see Hawk eating scraps from his bowl.
"Hey Elizabeth! You okay?" Oh Hawk...I'm so sorry. I have to leave you behind...I cause to much problems if I'm alive.
"Y-Yes! I'm just getting some new wet towels for Sir Meliodas." I fake smiled  and secretly got a knife then quickly made my way back upstairs. After shutting the door I looked at Meliodas who was sleeping peacefully..
"Sir Meliodas...I'm so sorry. I grew to love you around the time we met. We'll surely meet again..." I spoke sadly as if he was listening to my words even if I knew he couldn't. Moments later I stabbed my chest and immediately coughed out blood.
"Sir-no...Meliodas..." I mutter once more before falling to the ground. I could no longer see anything...it was dark and cold.

Third Person's P.O.V
Hawk heard a thump from upstairs and immediately went to go investigate. He broke down the door to see Elizabeth dead on the floor.
"No...Elizabeth!!!" He screamed loudly and was shocked to see Meliodas finally wake up only to see his beloved Elizabeth dead.
"Elizabeth...?" Meliodas muttered softly as he got down on his knees and held Elizabeth's dead body close to him. He wasn't able to break the curse in time and save this version of his Elizabeth from 3000 years ago.
"She killed herself! Your death must've been to much for her..." Hawk cried even more as he stared at the blood that poured out of Elizabeth's body. Her blood was on Meliodas' chest as well...she was truly gone.
"Elizabeth...Elizabeth...Eli...za...beth..." Meliodas muttered over and over then he began to scream loudly as tears dripped down his cheeks. He lost his beloved for the 107th time.

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