Fuck boy

Part 28...

Ok that was so rigged.
Both the mini golf and laser tag was rigged Joshy? Nessa says to josh.
Well duh my gun was not working and I had the wrong size golf club.
Yeah laser tag was so rigged! Troy and Riley say.
Whatever helps you sleep better at night. Y'all just can't expect the fact that me, Payt and nessa are better at laser tag then y'all.
Yeah and bro josh your golf ball went into the pond we had to get you another ball says Payton
Ok chill it's not my fault I'm not a pro golfer now stop roasting me let's go I'm hungry.
What should we eat? I ask
I saw a Cheesecake Factory over there by the mall should we go?
Yeah then we can go shopping! Nessa says jumping up. I laugh and look over to josh and he's looking at nessa with a worried face knowing we're going to be at the mall for a long time. I just laugh it off.
We got to Cheesecake Factory. I haven't been here in ages. I use you come here when I was little a lot. My mom and dad toke me and Anthony here all the time. When I turned 13 I had my birthday party here. It was me, Anthony, Riley, and my mom and dad. That was the last time I was here. I think that was one of the last times I had a family dinner with all of my family. A few months later that's when my dad passed. Ever since then My mom started to work later so she never made it in time for dinner. Riley knew how much I loved this place and I'm guessing she saw me getting a little emotional when I walked in cause she held my hand giving me and a reassuring smile as we walk to our table. We sat down and all of us ordered our drinks. I'm guessing Payton noticed me too and whispered "you ok?" Gosh I need to get better at hiding my emotions. All I did was nod and gave him a smile. He wasn't convinced enough but didn't want to push his boundaries so he held me hand and squeezed it tight.
Soon all my worries washed away as we all started talking about random shit and laugh out asses off. We did get some weird stares from other people but we could give two shits right now. We were having a good time. We have been here for one day and I can already tell this is going to be a weekend to remember.

You don't understand how great full I am to have these weirdos sitting in front of me and being able to call them friends. Just in the beginning of the year it was only me and Riley till the end. But now we have our beautiful queen nessa to join us in our girls night and late target runs. Now we have nessa to gossip with and go shopping with. She's the sweetest girl ever and will always comfort you when you need it. She will make sure you're ok if it's the last thing she does. She cares a lot about her friends and I love her for that. I have only known her for a couple of months but it feels like she was always there for me. Now instead of a amazing duo it's an amazing trio. And I wouldn't want it any other way.

And josh. Man he's like a big brother to me. He always is there to protect me when Anthony or Payton can't. He always checks up on me to make sure I'm doing alright. He gives me advice on anything and is always open to listen to any of my problems now matter how late it is or how much I talk he will just listen.

I have only known Troy in a short amount of time but I can tell he is going to be staying in our group for a long time. He is so stupid and always finds a way to make you laugh even when you don't fell like it. He treats Riley amazing and I can tell he likes her a lot. He's good for her and I wouldn't want Riley with anyone else other then Troy.

Where do I even start with Riley? She has been there for me before I can even remember. She the best friend everyone needs I'm glad to have her. She beautiful, caring, and supper funny. You can count on Riley to make you laugh in any situation. She will be there for you when it feels like no one is. She is so crazy give her a dare and she will do it not matter what. But beside all of her craziness she a sweet humble girl. She will let you cry I'm her arms not caring how dirty you get it. She was there for me when it felt like my own family wasn't there for me. She helped me most when my dad passed. She stood by my side the whole time not leaving. She literally lived in my house for a couple months until I was 100 percent better. She has done so much for me I don't know what I did to deserve her. But I'm glad to have her cause if I didn't I don't know what I would do.

And finally Payton. Yes we have had our ups and downs the past few years but what's a rainbow without a little rain? The important thing is that he's here with me right now. Even though we haven't talked about our feelings yet I know I like Payton more then a friend. Every time he smiles at me I get butterflies in my stomach. When I look inside his eyes I can easily get lost in them. He makes me so happy without even realizing. Just everything about him from his personality to his appearance is just so perfect.

These people right here in front of me are the reason why I'm happy. There the reason I laugh as hard as I do. The reason I smile as big as I do. The reason I go to bed smiling excited to go school the next day to see what these hooligans are up you next.And the reason I'm able to live my high school years In excitement. Through all of my ups and downs through high school I wouldn't change any of them for the world. I lied earlier when I said I haven't had a family dinner In a while cause right here everyone sitting at this table is my family whether they like it or not there stuck with me. We're one big happy family

A/n: ok I may or may not have cried while making this- anyways update on life online school sucks ass and I think I'm going to fail but oh well. Also have you heard joshs and Bryce diss track on lil huddy? Do y'all like it? Cause personally I love it. I'm not a fan of chases after the fact what he did to josh so I think the song is a banger and there saying nothing but facts. And I just personally think it's funny. We're taking it back to the good old days of Jake and Logan.