Brooklyn Lights

Chapter 27: Mamihlapinatapei

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"Silence speaks when words can't..." - Unknown

***Zayn's P.O.V***

Now that Emily and Liam are, from what I'm guessing, are all sorted its now time for me to sort things out with Dynasty. I'm still confused about what even happened that night and why she still hasn't made any effort to talk to me. I don't think I've done anything? Well what ever it is, I'm going to apologise for it anyway. There is no way I want to lose her when weve only been together for a week or so.

I have a feeling that Emily and Liam's love fest is going to become rated 18 soon with the way their acting so I'm going to leave as quick as I can. If they want to do something, I dont want to be around to hear the destruction.

Pulling out my phone, my phone lights up as Moira's name flashes up on screen. Shit... I remember I said to her that after I'd be back now. She wanted to spend some time with me because we have both been pretty distant lately with mum going... away and me being with Dee all the time. I must admit, even though I live and look after Moira nearly everyday, I miss her.

To Zayn,

Where are you??x

From Moira

Gulping, I pull up her text and think. I need to get back to her soon but I really need to straighten things out with Dee.

To Moira,

I'll be back in 2 hours. I have to sort out something. Explain later! I'll pick us up dinner on the way back. Love you, sorry xx

From Zayn

I can't help but feel guilty. I've just blown off my sister yet again but she'll understand, I know she will.

I run outside and jump into my car, but I can't help thinking about what Dee is going to be like... That's if she is even home!

This has never been me, yanno? I've never gone around begging for forgiveness for something I know I haven't done. I've never chased around girls, never held down a decent relationship. I wasn't the type of guys to sleep around in the past, get with any piece of flesh that moved. That's what most people would think when they look at me, but it's not. I've just never been too caring about this sort of stuff. But Dee? She's changed my opinions on it. She's changing me and I guess it's for the best, right?

This drive feels as if I'm going on for miles yet really, I'm driving for about 10 minutes. I guess it's the build up of dread and fear that's going to come. I've never been like this; I've never felt like like this before. This is one of the side affects I hate about love, it destroys you slowly internally.

Pulling up into Dynasty's drive, I know that in my mind I'm telling myself to go, she doesn't want to see you. To be honest, my stomach is knotting into bows. What am I going to say? I really haven't thought this through.

I really just need to buck up the courage to go and speak to her, so that's what I'm going to do. Jumping out of my car, I slam my car door and walk straight up to her door. I can't see any one else's car other then Dee's so everyone else must be out; I don't know but I am kinda hoping so.

Knocking on the door, I get no answer. God... I really hope she's okay. Before I can even think, a creaking floor board comes from behind the house.

It's probably a cat or something; but my mind is screaming at me to check it out. I slowly creep around the back of the house, my heart pounding and body being ignited with anger. I swear to god if it's someone trying to get into the house I will rip their throats out. I mean it.