𝗢𝘀𝗰𝗮𝗿 𝗗𝗶𝗮𝘇 》𝓘'𝓶 𝓝𝓞𝓣 𝓪 𝓯𝓸𝓸𝓵

The Reason 

Isis

"Mom you know it!! Why won't you leave him!!??" I yelled.
"Are you fucking stupid Isis he could go to jail!, he was drunk don't you play this shit what did I tell you!!??" She started hitting me again.
"Mom seriously!?, please don't do this.." my voice got soft. She stopped and looked at me.

"You have to leave isis , I can't keep tellin you this."
"Leave? Mom I don't want to leave, please just get rid of him, why me?"
"Isis, your going to live with your cousin and I don't want you back over here until things cool down."
"You can't be serious.." I looked into her eyes and there was no lightness in her eyes, it was real...she wanted me to leave.

My dad is in prison and is going to be in there for awhile. Through some of the years of my dad being away my mom started talking to this new guy.
He was Colombian with fair tan skin and dulled brown eyes with a hint of green in them, he had short curly black hair.
He made me and my mom life a living hell ever since he came into our lives.
He abuses my mother and she won't stand up to him not even the day when he almost raped me.

Isis flashback

"Where is mom?" I said, he was Sitting on the couch drinking a beer and watching a stupid comedy show on tv.
He looked at me but didn't answer my question I rolled my eyes and walked into the tiny kitchen. I took out a frozen pizza out the freezer to make dinner for myself.

When I was opening the box I heard movement in the living room but I didn't pay it no mind.
"Your mother told me what she caught you and your boyfriend doing.."
My mom can never keep anything to herself, she always tell my business to everyone. One time I went on the bus and the lady that's usually drives knew my life.
"You don't know anything." I said irritated, I went to put the pizza in the oven and I felt his hands touch my waist, before I could say anything he tighten his grip to the point where it hurt.

"You always wanna act like a grownup, I'll show you what grownups do." He whispered in my ear while groping my ass.
My heart quicken and my eyes started to fill up with tears as I whimpered "please ..don't."
He ignored me and kissed my ear down to my neck feeling all over my body. Hot tears pulled uncontrollably down my face.
"Oh don't cry now tough girl." He pulled down my pajama shorts and smacked my ass, I yelled in pain. Everything around me seemed to went dark and all I could think in my mind is "I wanna die."

I heard the door open and my mom came in with bags in her hands. The look on my mothers face would never leave my mind.
"What the fuck are you doing?" She ran over to the kitchen and pushed him away from me.
I turned around holding my heart because it felt like I couldn't breathe. My mom was yelling at him then yelling at me to go to my room. I picked up my shorts and ran into my room.

I put my shorts on while wiping the tears off my face every few seconds because I couldn't see.
My own tears was making me blind as if I was standing in rain with my eyes open.
I heard them out there arguing back and forth, I heard a loud bang,something hit the floor and I could tell he hit my mom, he continued to yell at her then slammed the apartment door.
I could hear my mom crying, after all it was a small apartment you could hear everything.

She came into my room, I was on the bed with my eyelashes soaked and dull like my eyes. She sat next to me and I looked at her she wasn't looking at me.
"Why were you wearing those shorts?"
I looked up in disgust even tho I knew he probably told her to say that to make me feel bad about myself, but still he wasn't even in here and she still was going against me.
"Wut?" I said
"Isis you don't wear shorts like that around men okay?"
"Are you serious?"
".....I'm sorry" she said and started crying which made me cry.

Isis

"You're cousin just got back from writing camp and I think she'll love a little girl company , she's the only child too,you remember your cousin Monse?"
"Whatever mom, it's not like I have choice. I hope you think life is better with him then with me." I got up and left my room.

"Isis!" I heard her say but I ignored her.

I called my friend Kenzie to let her know that I will no longer be in Rhode Island.
"Hey, What are you doing?" I said
"Nothing, watching YouTube."
"I got news to tell you and your not gonna like it."
"What happen now?" She chuckled.
"I'm moving....Far."
"Moving!?, why??"
"Because my stupid ass mom wants me to live with my cousin."

"I Wanna support this but I can't,I need you with me."
"We can always face time, look Kenzie I know you don't want me to leave , trust me I don't want to leave either but at least I'll be away from Renzo."
"..oh yeah I forgot about him, how are you by the way."
"I'm doing fine I'm ready to leave and never see his face again."
"I can't believe your mom still talking to him after what he tried to do to you."
"I know , ion wanna talk about it tho."
"Okay, call you back?"
"Okay." I hung up.

Today was the last day for me to pack my shit and make sure I had everything for tomorrow.
This should be a better life I don't have a toxic mom , I will have a sister basically and no raping "step dad" To worry about.
I guess I'll give it a try, I went into the bathroom and brushed my teeth, Renzo stood in the door way watching me.
"Goodbye." He said and I didn't answer him back.
"You deaf?"
"N-no...uh bye." I cut off the lights and went into my room.
I put a chair underneath my lock because I could hear the Chair fall or move if someone tries to come in while I'm sleeping because he tried that to me before.
I was staring at a picture of Rihanna on my binder, I wonder how good life was for her. I closed my eyes and went to sleep.