𝗢𝘀𝗰𝗮𝗿 𝗗𝗶𝗮𝘇 》𝓘'𝓶 𝓝𝓞𝓣 𝓪 𝓯𝓸𝓸𝓵

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Isis

"Dad?..."

"Yes, c-can you sit please?"

"Why are you even here!?, how did you get in!?."

"I was let in, by uhhh...uhhh..."

"Monse?"

"Yes! Her!..Can you sit please?"

I look around and sat down, I felt uncomfortable around him. Once I was out of being frightened by some random person that was my dad, I started crying. Just remembering all the horrible things this man I'm supposed to love did to me and my mom.

"...Are you good?" He asked

I shook my head yes, "you?"

"I'm having a little health issues, I wanted to see you before I pass. This moment is so special to me. Do you still hate me?"

I thought about the question, but what is it to really think about?, he abused me and my mother and like everyone else in my life he made it a living hell.

I started shaking my head yes, I can see the disappointment in his face that I still hated him. It took him a little while to say something else.

"I-...Don't know how to be a good father or a good boyfriend.... I didn't say everything I wanted to say to Ignace and to you-"

I cut him off, "We didn't talk at all, how did you expect us to talk when you beat us everyday? We lived in fear every single day."

I sat there to hear his response and he did nothing but rub his head looking stupid,he couldn't even look me in the eye anymore.

"Do you not remember?, are pretending not to?...Do you remember?"

He just stared at me

"You really don't remember?, are you embarrassed to admit to what you did?"

"No...No that's not it."

"Then what is it?, you don't remember?"

He put his head down and was not even listening to me anymore, I can't believe this.

"Listen you haven't spoken to me in what....6 years? Mom tried to get away from you and so was I, did you think mom was trying to leave to upset you? You thought she was leaving cuz you was nice to us?"

"...I- I don't know what to say to that."

"You don't what to say!?, you should have plenty to say you're the one who wanted to see me. Are you acting like you never hit me?, I remember getting sick and you smacked me a crossed my face."

Isis flashback

"Mommy I don't feel good."

"I'll get you medicine and see how you feel in the morning okay?."

I nodded my head and she kissed my forehead. "Rest up."

The morning

"How do you feel now?"

"Hot"

"You probably have a fever, okay I'll go out and get you some medicine."

"Thank you"