there are too many things that distract me from doing my work. I know I'm not in school right now, but I have actual assignments to do that aren't... easy? quick to do?
it's not fair that I can't just play Animal Crossing all day. it's not.
it's not fair that I can't live a life similar to one in Animal Crossing. imagine, though.
so I like being recognized. I like knowing that someone else thought of me when they did something. whenever I would get artwork from people when I was in my old Splatoon team... wow.
and yeah, even though they made the artwork per his request, they could have denied. they didn't have to make art for me, but they did.
I never thanked them personally, but I should have. he probably took screenshots of my responses to the drawings and then sent it to the artists, but that's not enough. especially when all my responses were was, "It's good ^^"
I'm not good at expressing my feelings. maybe that's why he began to hate me so.
but all is good. I feel as though I'm starting to leave things in the past bit by bit (which is mostly a good thing. there are/were some bad memories that are worthy of keeping me up at night, just thinking about how I really wish they never happened).
I hope school's out for a bit longer.
I hope nobody from school finds this somehow.
I hope my former teammates don't find this.
🥀
