so I just spent almost 3 hours trying to film a video for Spanish class. I don't even like the final video, either. it made me realize how tired talking makes me feel. maybe that's why I suddenly feel really tired in the middle of a social event.
does anyone look up to me?
I really wanna move to a different country. I don't like it much here.
I wanna learn how to do so many things, like play a handful of instruments (piano, guitar, bass, drums, viola, cello...), draw, paint, and speak a couple of other languages (French, Spanish, Japanese). will I ever have time for all of this? probably not. it's disappointing.
otome games are making my standards too high.
the word "simp" is so fucking annoying. literally anyone who uses it (ironically or not, I don't give a shit) needs to fuck off. don't even talk to me if you use that shit. fuck.
okay but boys with painted nails and eyeliner >>>
not eboys though. fuck that.
why can't I be as smart as Ryan Ross?
if you can't tell, I don't know what to write. I've run out of random things to say at this point.
oh, wait. this whole quarantine thing has given me a lot of time to think. and it's given me this... feeling. I don't know how to describe it. it's almost as if I'm at peace...?
like I said, I don't know. I like it, though.
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