⋰˚☆Jan 31, 2019
"Hi guys," Fai waived to her phone. Her manager, Jinyoung, was sat in the opposite end of the room on his phone, just to make sure that that Fai doesn't have a mental break down, "Now that I'm officially done with promotions, I want to take the time to talk about how I'm truly feeling right now.
"Firstly, thank you for your support for Gotta Go. I had a feeling you guys would enjoy it which is why it's just a single, and not apart of my previous album like it was meant to be. The start of last year I've been trying to mature with my comebacks, slowly but surely.
"Umm, so I will be coming back on V Live tomorrow with something more fun, today will be a very boring live. I switched off the comments for this live because I will be addressing something which may trigger some people.
"I want to talk about the news which came out two weeks ago. The one about my, my umm relationship with Mark. I've never properly apologised about it, I'm really sorry. Entering a relationship so early into my career is inappropriate. If you feel offended or upset, I hope you one day find it in your heart to forgive me.
"I mean, what was I supposed to? I caught feelings for a guy and I did nothing at first because I knew it would have disappointed you guys, but by doing that I got distracted.
"People can complain about it until tomorrow morning, but it won't change the fact that I'm in a relationship with him. There are so many people who control my life, but I draw the line when it comes to my friends and relationships.
"The news came out at a bad time, right smack in the middle of my promotions and I had no idea what to do. I was in and still am in shock. Honestly, if it wasn't revealed by force, then Mark and I would've never let it out to the public. I just can't believe someone out there that just sold the news over, they were trusted enough to see those photos and they betrayed it for what? 30 dollars? It's mind-boggling. Like my blood is literally boiling up at the fact that there was someone who had the audacity to do that.
"Fai," Jinyoung called out, he signalled for her to calm down.
Fai took a deep breath, "Now, there are no more secrets between us. Everything there is to know about me is already out there. I already let you people see parts of my life, and from now on Mark will be shown too. What can anyone possibly want more from me? "
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⋰˚☆FunkWav's thoughts
GO OFF FAI
Please comment below any idol you want Fai to be friends with. pls remember that she's 18 lol, i can't have her be friends with 26 year olds
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FanfictionIn which Fai lives her life as Big Hit's first female soloist. Book 1, set in 2019. Book 2 Published Cover by: @blushkun