8. Depression

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What is depression?

Some people say it's being sad.

Some say it's not being able to be happy.

For me, it's every good thing I know to be true about myself, everything I do, for ever compliment I ever receive, it's another voice telling me the opposite.

It's self-abuse, but know that I'm a wonderful person, but wholly believing that I deserve to die.

It's knowing you're a good person but being told you're evil.

It's all the times you talk bad about yourself while knowing it's not true.

It's a voice.

It's a voice that contradicts everything you've ever known.

It's a voice that you don't trust but believe like religion.

It's a voice you can't hear that screams at the back of your mind.

But it's a whisper.

It's a voice putting down how good you truly are.

But letting you know that you deserve to burn.

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