Only through mental frustration that I gave thought it's first thought, pushing beyond the nothing of non-existence where all was not.
The violent screams went unheard, a soundless plea desperate for words. Desperate for existence to feel ourself seen,
Desperate to gasp for air with nothing yet ready to breath.
Calmness amongst chaos helps us become the key, through imagination and will alone, I became we. Multiplied by threes, now we have different reasons to be.
I am, but now a split of what has awoken, different minds with different vibes erupted from our state of being existential frozen. Explosive emotions rationalized everything that you see, The twinkle of falling stars are planets yet to be.
They exist within time space to truly know, one must be free,
time and space only make up a fraction of light we perceive.
It was I, who decided to depart from the all,
It was I who wandered amongst the Stars before being called.
Before imprisonment and forced to walk the path same as you all.
Suited with others of my likeness not from the big bang, but the fall.
The jailor, who's uncaring forced us to study and plan,
With my own protein strand we manipulated monkey into man. We who were summoned our bodies never meant to last, built by others from the future to create man's known past.
At my demand I drowned from the loss of my friendship,
Secluded my mind from body until man learned coexistence.
Again those of the cycles reached out for me, endlessly murdered was I and spiritually forced to repeat.
Until I too was born of the dark and the deep,
Angry for being misled whatever I touch I'll eat.
Anger from forced into being born of darkness not of the night, anger from no guidance anger from being born without sight.
Again detached I from those that kept me accounted for,
Detached to live a free life from the path, so that I may experience more.
Again captured I only this time for man's sake, though manipulated for a will not there own, they lured me anyway with bait.
Simpler then it was to mix religion and science, later crowned shaman to stop the Savagery of the Giants. Later scowled myself for my own lacking of guidance, even at deaths bed my soul burned with defiance.
Again born I to learn the state of man to befall, as an obedient soldier who reported back for the all.
Until now here I am, born ignorantly again, teaching what I can while also learning from close friends. Others existence is proof I too am here, the repetitive deaths has numb me from the cold shivers fear.
Defiant again am I, to break from the cycle I must try, I'm not shy I'm now truly understanding that I am the reason why. I can't fullfil my need to die,
While others lives are at stake,
I've learned to reach for knowledge while carving others a way.
Search for the flame burning within you, tis but a spark of the all.
Only then you will understand and hear true wisdom answer your calls.
Only then will you learn of everything to befall,
Learn that eventually man is but a puppet to call.
Man in the end is merely a child of the mind, product of my being destined to wonder through time.
Destined to seek repeated information that's translation is lost,
Destined for pain and hardship, destined to break from the physics of law.
It was upsetting to see shards of the all become dimmed, upsetting that the darkness clouding was summoned by men upon men.
Those yet to become formed are by will forced to become real, forced to answer your questions you hope for rewards of the physical ideals.
Your darkest habits arise which causes them to outgrow what you know as real, when your mind is seen as bowel waste then therefore you're just a meal.
It can truly be seen as insecurities, when a type of man is targeted racially.
True discrimination comes from those of the purest integrity. Your light is but a piece of all, you should also bring memories,
your answers come through mumbled whispers of the all and with scrutiny.
To unveil true knowledge should be discussed open and honestly, knowledge we bring back to the all makes me a part of you and you a part of me.
To stay clear from the darkness one must first remember the light, have you ever wondered why nobody asks, what it is you remember before this life. You who don't need to be told when to do right, all memories and energies are returned when we again face the suns light.
