Nyctophilia

Kintsukuroi

When you feel you need a way out,

Or the fact, that you don’t matter at all,

And it’s like the black clouds don’t move,

And the waves of sadness drown you too,

Look up at your start studded sky,

See all the light in your eyes,

Feel the soft breeze,

The midnight texting sprees,

The old letters,

Covered in sticky stickers,

All the stupid posters,

That has no imperfections,

The smudges and creases,

That holds so much emotion,

The sound of the pencil,

Scratching its way on paper,

The #WritingSessions,

That I never got to visit,

All the videos, and music,

That drifted through the net,

The months of togetherness,

Without seeing each other,

The fact that it feels,

Like I know you forever,

All the silent nights we spent alone,

All the stupid tears, blood and screams that shone,

All the silent lies,

The fake smiles,

The I’m fine’s,

The I’m alright’s,

All the hopeless emotions that drifted,

Through our silent heads,

Being stuck in a dark pit,

With no effing help,

But I guess it’s time,

That we knew,

Baby, broken crayons,

 Still color too.

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I hope you don't mind this. Take care <3