Beautifully dangerous

CHAPTER 21

Chapter 21 

Staring into his eye's i blink back the tears that are welling. I know he means everything he's saying. I can see it in his eyes. The way he talks. Anger. love. Hope. Desperation.  He would glue us back together piece by piece if that what it took. And he'd fight dirty doing it  if he has to.  I can still feel the warmth of his breath on my lips so i tip my head up to close the gap between our mouths and gently kiss his soft warm lips. Once i break away from the kiss he lets out a long tired breath.

" Babe come home with me."

I nod because thats all i really want. I want to crawl into bed with Jas and feel his big strong arms wrapped around my body. He makes me feel safe. Makes me feel loved. Makes me feel whole. He picked up the helmet from the back of his bike. Brushing my hair back from my face as he slips it on my head, fastening the strap in place. Taking my place behind him i wrap my arms around his waist and press my face on his back. Jas starts the bike and the roar of the engine sends a chill throughout my body that calms me. With my front pressed tightly up against his back i give his waist a squeeze as we pull away.  The wind rushes past us I let my mind go blank and close my eyes, just enjoy the feeling of holding him close.

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                     My eyes stay closed the whole ride back. We come to a stop and I feel Jas squeeze my thigh. I blink a few times while everything comes into focus and I see we've made it to his house. He offers his hand to help me off the bike then unclips the chin strap and removes the helmet. I shake my hair feeling self conscious of how it must look.  Jas is their ready waiting to take my hand again.  He walks us to the front door. He only then lets my hand go once were in the kitchen. He heads to the fridge and takes a couple of beers out and popping off the tops. I Place my stuff on the kitchen table and sit on the tables edge. I  take the beer he's handing me, then Jas steps back and leans his hip onto the kitchen side. With one hand holding his beer the other arm is across his chest with his hand tucked under is arm thats holds the beer. We havent spoken since i climbed on to the back of his bike. He takes a pull of his beer. I watch his throat move and as he swolles the beer down.  He's watching me watch him.  His eyes are locked onto me. I can feel the electricity thats crackling in the air and i know he feels it too by the look on his face. Bringing my beer up to my lips I close my eyes as i feel the cold liquid touch my lips it then flows into my mouth. As i pull my beer down and open my eyes i see Jas stand up straight and put his beer down with a thud, making it foam over the top and run down the side of the bottle. It only takes him a few steps untill he standing infront of me. Taking the drink from my hand he places it by the side of me. Then uses both of his hands to spread my legs wider so he can fit his self  In-between. My heart runs wild and i watch as his chest rise and fall with the deep breaths he taking. He runs his hand up my arms till he reaches my neck then his left hand continues till he has a fist full a my hair in his hand. The other hand he uses his thumb to stroke my cheek  then runs it over my bottom lip. I flick my toung out to taste him. When i do he seems to lose any control he had left. He crashes his mouth down onto mine. There's nothing sweet about the way he's kissing me. He devoures my mouth with his. Stroking his toung with mine. I can feel him tightning his grip in my hair almost to the point of pain.  I hook my fingers in the belt loops of his jeans and pull him closer before the need to slip my hands under his clothes and feel his skin. He rubs his erection against me, letting out a deep growl. After a few minutes he breakes the kiss and reaches for the bottom of my top. I lift my arms so he can pull it over my head with ease.  He then unclips my bra, it too joins my top on the floor. When he tugs at my bottom half I lay my back down on the table and lift my bum to help him undress me. Now im laying naked on the table I lean up so I can watch as he stips his top half off.  He looks perfect standing in just his fadded jeans with the buttons open showing off his scupted v section. Sexy as hell. I run my eyes all over his body. Its still amazes me that what I see is sheer perfection from his lickable abs to his beauitful face. He smerks, he knows i love what i see and how he affects me. 

"Fuck I need to taste you" 

Pulling my bum to the edge of the table Jas bends  his knees, puts my legs over his shoulders and kisses up my legs. Starting by my knees then reaching my thighs. Making me shudder with antisapation. Moaning out loud when he hits the spot. I can't help it as my fingers go into his hair as he licks, sucks and uses his fingers to work me over till I shatter with a cry. Shedding himself of his jeans he pulls on a condom.  He licks and nips with his mouth start at stomach and ending when he reaches me breasts. cupping both breasts he closes his mouth over my hard nipple while massageing the other. He does the same to the other breast. Sucking, licking biteing my nipple. When he's finished with my breasts he grabs my hips lifting them up. I Feel his erection nudgging me open as he lines himself up. 

"Fucking love this. Fucking love you. Nothing feels better"  he tell's me as he slams his way home with a grunt. I cryout at his invasion. Jas keeps still letting my body get use to him. He fills me, streaches me and its heaven. I start to wiggle in his tight grip. I need more, I need him to move. Knowing what i want he pulls back and thrusts back in, picking up speed as he goes.

 After we've  both satisfied and exhausted he carrys me up to his room. Were laying on his bed. Jas is on his back with one arm behind his head and im tucked under his other arm with my face on his chest. I make little patterns in his stomach with my fingers.

 "Ellie only you darlin. Only ever been you"

His words only spur me on I need to think about my next move against the bitch.  But not tonight.  Tonight is just me and him.

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Just a little something until I get my head back into this story. I know its been a long time since the last update but i've had a lot going on this last year. Thanks for the messages and support I've still been getting after all this time.  wishing you all a HAPPY NEW YEAR  xx