I think I love him 24

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Nolan's pov 

I kiss down his chest, as I kiss down I start going on my knees until I'm fully on them. I stop kissing when I get to his Belt I start taking it off him when he stops me, " look in my eyes when you do it" he said with a smile I know what he's saying. I look into his eyes and I see nothing but coldness , there is no life in those eyes just death, sadness, and happiness? Why would this make anyone happy, I start to pull down his pants  down when he stopped me " make sure you use teeth" he said with a smile, " wh-what?" I said in shock. Why would anyone want teeth? he slapped " do not question me boy!" he yells in my face, I start up again, I pulled his paints all the way down when his dick was in my face I want to throw up I want run and hide  way from this monster. He puts his hand on the back of my head and pushed his meat into my mouth and stared pushing in and out as fast as he can, I start to chock I can't breath I try to stop him but he doesn't stop. I can feel my tears going down my face I can hear him start laughing at my tears, he pulls his cock out of my mouth with my tears and spit running down my face, he grabs my arm and makes me move onto his bed. He pushes my head down on the bed hard, I can't move I'm still crying when he takes my pants off me, I try to get my head up I try to move but I can't, I can't do anything like always. I can feel him in me, but this feels different this is filed with hate, this is filed with not only hate it's filed with sadness. He keeps going on and on longer then any other time, I feel him pump into me one more time then I feel something hot in me.  He drops my hips so I fall on the bed not moving, I'm so tired I just want to sleep, i hate this side of him why can't he be nice,  he leans down next to me, " good job princess, good job taking daddy's cock" he said with a small laugh " get some sleep" he also says, I close my eyes letting the darkness take me. 


I wake up in my bed in my house, oh god was this whole thing a dream, I get up quickly I look down my body and I see no bruises no scares nothing. Run don't wait I run down the stairs to see my day and brother sitting in the kitchen laughing like hope they do before all this, " oh hey buddy I cooked your favorites !' he said with a smile. I feel this happiness I haven't felt in so long I see my dad smiling and my brother he looks happy too, I hope this is real not other horror.  my dad looked at me with a big smile, " are you happy?" he said, he had a big smile but its getting big and creepy " umm yeah I guess way are you asking dad?" I said with a small smile. So now my brother is looking at me with a big smile, " well you look so sad you look like you need happiness in your life" he said with a big smile. The next thing I know I'm in the house in the woods, I see  Mason looking at me with a big smile like my dad had, the next thing I know my dad is next to him. I feel my tears run down my face,  " this, this is your happiness, he loves you why don't you love him?' he said with a big ass smile, I start sobbing " he does not love me! he thinks he does but he does not! I hate him I wish he would just die!! he made my life hell, he took my life away from me I couldn't finished high school I couldn't be with my best friend, and! he made me lose myself he made me hate myself I hate him with everything in me!" I yelled. Their smiled went to away " what did you say boy!" my dad said walking my way I try to get away but I just hit a wall, my father walks up to me and grabs my throat, " listen here you little shit, you fucking love him you will never will say that ever again!" he yelled in my face, I feel his spit hit my face and for some reason that made me so angary.


I grab his arm and throw his hand off my throat, " you listen to me right now little shit, don't you dear put your hands on me!" my dad yelled at me " fuck you! I know this is just a dream but I won't let you talk to me or touch me like this!" I yelled at him. Before I knew I woke up when I hear banging on the wall next to me, " leave me alone you crazy bastard!" I hear a woman yell I get up quickly. I ran to the door and started banging and yelling " hey leave her alone, just come here I miss you so much baby!!" I yelled, I hear her stop yelling I hear her door open and close, I hear him walk to my room. I back up from the door I hear the door unlock, he opens the door and walk in I see his face and he looks so happy " Hi baby!" he screamed he looks so happy " h-hi baby' I said with a small smile. H walks over to me and hugs me " I'm sorry baby I didn't mean for you to miss me! I missed you too so much, I can't wait to spend the rest of my life, I love you more then anything!!!" he said as he hugged me, I want to cry I want to run away but this feels good? I like this? no I'm lying to myself I don't like this, right? but I like it when he holds me, he is cute he is kind to me sometimes, what am I saying! I hate him. But do I really hate him though I kind of love him too, he is the first person who said he loved me like he does but why am I thinking like this did I really lose myself like this, I will be ok, right?.............to be continued 


Hey everyone I'm so sorry I haven't put out new chapters please forgive me   ❤❤❤❤❤

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