He came in my room last night after everybody had gone to sleep . He watched as I packed and asked whether I cared for him . Whether I cared that how will it affect him .
Monotonously I replied no . He looked so lost at my answer that I almost changed it . Almost. 'Why?' was the only thing that managed to left his mouth in a whisper . His eyes searched mine for a loop or something to say that I'm joking . But he found none and his face fell ever more and became pale , I watched . At that my vision became blurred and a lump on my through had my mouth shut . But I needed to get it off my chest . For him . For me . For us . So I did that . I took a deep breath and words flew past my lips sounding foreign to my ears . As he left and faded in the lingering darkness of hallway , my cheeks became wet with my hot tears .
What did I say to him , you wonder ?
The truth . The actual truth .
" If I stayed for 2 seconds more , I will fall in love with you all over again and you won't . Again ."
