To The Moon And Back... (Becky X OC) Book III (COMPLETE)

P A I N

6 DAYS LATER
SPRINGFEILD, ILLINOIS
SUPERSTAR SHAKE UP
(BECKY POV)

*sigh* Well, after a lengthy break it was finally time to head back to work. I had an amazing time with... my new man... You know... uhm... Seth.... ppfffffttt look guys, I... can't begin to explain how sorry I am, and I know my words are hard to believe based off of what he found out in the last chapter... it's just... As you guys know, we've been together for a long... long time, and we fought through just about everything together, even if it was against each other...

I know he'll probably never forgive me, and he has every right not to, but... god I'm such an idiot... such a fucking idiot!! I wanted to scream my guts out, but I didn't want to cause a stir this early in the morning.

You guys do not know the pain I've been feeling over the past 6 days. It's... so... so much... to much.

Anyways, I got word from Hunter that I was returning just in time for the WWE Draft. He didn't tell us where we would end up nor how they were were dealing with my split up with Brandon story wise. Seth and I soon packed up and drove us to the airport and we ew to Columbus Ohio a few days early to hang out and try to forget about everything that transpired over the past week. I guess it was time to start my new life.

DRAFT DAY

We showed up at the Nationwide Arena still not knowing what was going down tonight, but what ever happened, we knew, we'd still be there for each other.

As we parted ways to get ready for the show... someone I never thought I'd see again showed up.

"B-Brandon?"

He was sitting on a lighting crate, gear on, just... sitting there. He looked up, saw me, and looked back down.

"B... I-I'm sorry..."

Apparently that set him off as he got off of the crate and walked away. Heartbroken isn't a good enough word to describe how I felt. Hell I almost broke down. It's just... I don't know what happened... one moment we're together... and one stupid decision on my part caused our demise. I mean... I still love him, just like I did before, but I guess it doesn't matter anymore.

Seth soon saw me and walked up to check on me.

"Hey, you alright?"

"Uhm... I guess..."

"You saw him, didn't you?"

"*sigh* yeah... hey, am I going insane?"

"What do you mean by 'insane'?"

"Well, I just can't stop thinking about him and what happened, I mean... I don't know I... I'm still... sorry I gotta go."

I quickly rushed to my locker room, closed and locked the door, turned all the lights out and let the tears flow. It's just... I knew that kid since high school. We were bffs all the way through. Yeah, I did what I did, but... I felt like I couldn't even look myself in the mirror without breaking that son of a bitch.

I got my phone out, put my headphones in and listened to a song that he would've played just to fit the mood.

For the time being I just relaxed and reminisced about the memories we had... oh how I miss them.

When the song finished, I put my head in my knees before hearing a knock at the door.

"Yeah?"

"Hey! It's Colby, hey they need every one in gorilla for the draft."

"Got it, on my way."

I said as I got changed, got my make up done, and walked to gorilla with him.

SHOWTIME

As we made it to gorilla, we, along with all of the fans, waited to see where we were headed.

"And with the first overall draft pick for RAW, We select... The Man, Becky Lynch."

As it should be, anyways my entrance kicked in as I walked out onto the stage. The crowd, as to be expected, were going insane. For those few seconds, nothing else mattered, and well it was pretty cool.

I got thrown a RAW shirt by one of the crew so I threw it on over my shirt and pointed to the logo before walking to the back.

Backstage, Seth and I hugged for a little bit before we waited to see where him... and Brandon would end up. Thankfully, they were both joining my on team red. Well, thankfully for him at least because I know he's got some unfinished business with Mr. Lopez in, and outside of the ring.

Now... here's where things get a little bit emo again... um. After we figured out where we were going, I saw B chilling at catering. I wanted to talk to him so bad but at the same time I didn't want to get ignored again. Colby eventually convinced me so I went, got some food and sat down at his table.

"Anyone sitting here?"

"Nope... chair's open..."

"So... going back to the red brand huh, you excited?"

"I know why you're here Rebecca, and the answer's still no."

"Wha- I didn't even get to that yet."

"I know, I figured this was what you were trying to talk to me about earlier."

"Look dude, I just wanna restore things back to the way they were. *sigh* I know... I know I screwed up... big time. I literally could NOT live with myself when I left the house. I NEARLY FUCKING ENDED IT ALL. Please man... let's just... start over."

Tears started flowing uncontrollably. Thank god no one else heard me.

"You know it's not that easy."

"Y-yeah, I know... but please."

He thought about it for a moment, and took a deep breath.

"Well... I guess i can't stay mad at you forever, huh."

"Wait... R- really?"

He extended his arms and I rushed for the hug, and OMG did it feel good.

"So, I guess things worked out for you two after all."

"Oh shi-"

I turned around to see Colby with his arms crossed not looking to happy.

"Babe... Colby... I'm sorry... but you know my heart belongs with him. Thanks for the week we spent together though."

"... you're welcome."

He said quietly as he stared at Brandon before walking off.

"Well that was super dramatic."

"I know. Hey, watch your back alright, I didn't like that look."

"It's ok, you're with me, I'll make sure he doesn't do anything stupid."

"Yeah... I am with you, where I ought to be."

We hugged for a little bit longer before he drove us to the first stop on a brand new series of live tours for RAW.

You know, I deeply... deeply regret doing what I did. To be honest, I'd forgotten that someone took a photo. Anyways, after a weeks break, and a lot of internal pain. I'm back where I belong, but something tells me things aren't over between Colby and Brandon, and that's what has me worried.