YOU'RE MY EVERYTHING ~ A RANDY STORY (FINISHED)

Chapter 11: Fear

Andy povs

I wake up with no one beside me. Confused, I get out of bed to see that I've got a text from Rye.

Rye❤️

I went on a run. I'll come back soon to make us breakfast xx

I won't reply, because I know he isn't going to see my answer before he comes back. I decide to take a shower instead.

I take my clothes off and take at all the old bruises that my stepdad made and that are healing slowly but surely. The physical ones are gonna heal, but not the rest. My stepdad made me think of me as a worthless, weak and lazy guy and everyday with Rye is probably gonna help me thinking less about it, but it's never gonna be completely out of my mind. It's like the disgusting guy that my mom chose as her partner used permanent markers to write everything everyone, or almost, thinks about me, without any filter.

But these words, even if they're all bullshit according to Rye, are unforgettable. I wish I could erase all the memories of my past and live a happy life with Rye and my mom when she'll wake up, if she does wake up. But wishes rarely come true and I need to try my best to live a good life, considering the circumstances, with this amazing boy.

Rye saved me from my sad reality. Even better, he accepts me as I am. The kiss in the bathroom keeps coming back in my mind, but I don't think he likes me like that though. Every time I see him, I wanna kiss his lips, his soft and warm lips. But I control myself from love : the more people you let into your life, the more can walk right away.

I jump in the shower, wash my hair and body before going out of it. I dry myself with a towel that I place on my hips afterwards. I almost forgot that I don't have my own clothes. So Rye would need to pass me some of his or buy me some, because I don't have any money either. Ugh I feel so bad. Did he really think about all the complication I'm gonna ocure or did he ask me just on the moment and is gonna regret later?

I sigh, sitting on the bed. I decide to wait for him before getting dressed. In case, I don't know, he doesn't want me to wear some specific clothes from his wardrobe.

Soon, I hear the door opening, then closing. I run to it and see Rye, all sweaty, which makes him even hotter. I didn't think it was possible...!

I hug him, so happy to see him. He hugs me back and forces a smile, but I can tell there's something wrong going on.

-"What's going on Rye?" I ask him.

-"Hum... We need to talk Andy." he says, very serious.

I'm afraid. Is he gonna tell me that he doesn't want me to stay here with him anymore? Or worse?

My heart is pounding so fast in my chest that I can feel every beat.

So here's another chapter... Don't worry, the exciting parts are coming soon😉 Sooo I hope you enjoyed!
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