out of control; sydney novak

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by -loudmouth

by -loudmouth

warnings: cursing, mentions of sex, blood

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"it's just a stupid rumor, sydney. you know i would never do anything to hurt you so why are you so mad about it?."

syd and i were in an argument about some stupid rumor that got made up at school. all she could do was scoff and continued to make liam's lunch. "i'm mad because its happening in the first place. and if it's so stupid why don't you tell people that's it's not true."

i sighed out heavily and held my head in my hands. "it doesn't matter. when they ask me about it i just roll my eyes and ignore them."

she shook her head. "you don't get it, that could mean many things. just because you roll your eyes and choose not to say anything could make them think that the rumor is true and you don't want to talk about it. making it spread more."

now i was angry. "why would i fuck bradley lewis."

sydney slammed down the sandwich and looked up at me. "i can name plenty reasons why. one, he's the popular football boy. and two, you're embarrassed to walk around with me saying we're dating because we're both girls."

i stood up and started walking to her. "sydney you know i would never-"

"just shut up!" i felt my body suddenly be pushed back and hit the wall and on a glass table which broke underneath me. liam walked out of his room and over at the two of us. eyes widened with fear. "syd what happened-."

"nothing, goob. just go to your room!" he ran back in and slammed the door, syd ran over to me with a scared expression on her face. "y/n i'm so sorry are you-." i pushed her hand away and struggled to get on my feet. "l-leave me alone!"

my arms grabbed onto the couch and i winced in pain as i limped over to the door. syd shook her head and tried to get close to me again. "y/n, don't you're hurt."

i looked down at my body in the mirror behind me. i had cuts all over me from the broken glass and bruise on my left knee. i'm sure a soon to be bruise would be on my back by the time i got to school. and how desperately i wanted help so the pain would number i couldn't.

my eyes flickered to sydney's. she had watery eyes, one which had a tear trickle down her eye the more she looked at me. she tried to shake but it was noticeable. i sighed out to myself.

"since you think i'm so embarrassed to walk around with you at school, don't."

i slammed the door and limped my way to school. the waterworks started to form. not from the pain of my body, but the pain of sydney's words.