Anna's Pov:
My eyes open and I'm already staring out the window.
The sky was so dark from up here.
Darker than it was if you were on the ground, looking up at the sky on a cloudy night, desperately trying to find one twinkling star out of the universe.
I then look around at the people. There was sleeping bodies throughout the plane, few of them were on phones, or watching movies. I look over to my mom she was sleeping her head tilted slightly. It must be late because I was feeling really tired even after I had just slept for a few hours.
I whipe my face, trying to rub the tiredness away, but it wasn't working. I close my eyes in desperate need to get more sleep. Suddenly my phone vibrates and I look down at the messages wondering who could be texting me at such the time.
Jackson: Can't wait to see you cuz!
I instantly reply with a smile on my face.
Me: Can't wait to see you eathier :-)
Jackson was my older cousin.
He was 19, and he was the type of guy any girl would die to date. Well of course it was because he was star football, basketball and baseball player with mucles that could nock you out with one punch. Typical jock I would have to say. But the girls love him in college.
"Anna?" My mom says squinting her eyes towards me. "Why are you awake this early?" She asks as I look up from my phone.
"Oh uh, I just got a text message from Jackson." I say putting my phone back in my lap and looking at her.
"Sweetheart try and get some more sleep. We will be there faster." She says smiling then turning back and closing her eyes. Soon enough I could hear her quiet snores begin again, and I look back down at my phone.
3:49am the time read.
Sighing quietly, I rest my head back on the cousin as I click my phone screen off.
I close my eyes and thoughts run through my mind. I wonder what I was going to do this whole time with my family. I have visited them over a million times. There was alot to do there and I don't know what else I should try. There were actually a few things I wanted to do there, of course I made these plans when I was younger.
I remember when I was about 10 and Luke and I, told eachother that someday we would go on a trip to England together. Even though I have gone many times before, to see my family of course, Luke and I wanted to go by our selfs once we got older.
We had it all planed out too. Places we were going to go, what hotel we were going to stay in and everything. All written down neatly with markers on a stray piece of paper.
Of course thoes things can't happen now.
He is gone, always away, and where was I? Left behind waiting for the day something finally exciting will soon strike my life again. Without Luke here to push me out of my limit to try new things, I never do much of anything fun anymore. I wanted to go out and do stuff, and I relize I'm 17, and going to college next year but it's going to be different. I wanted to go to college with Luke, and he wanted to go with me. Now that he is famous he dosnt need to go.
He has his whole life planned out and I have to go through life without him.
I'm going to have to meet new people and just start all over. I don't know how I'm going to do it, but I must get over him.
I have wasted too many of my tears on him, in hope he would finaly come home and talk to me again. Dam I miss him.
I just put my thoughts away, letting sleep soon take over my depressed mind. And then I was out.
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HEYYYY GUYYSSSS THANKS SO MUCH FOR READING MY BOOK! I CANT BELIEVE I HAVE 1K READS! THATS SO AMAZING! ILYSM!
SORRY I HAVNT UPDATED IN THE PAST 2 DAYS! I HAVE BEEN BUSY SO I'M SORRY! BUT ANYWAYS SHOULD UPDATE TOMORROW!
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QOTD: What year did you guys come into the 5SOSFam?
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I have been here since they first toured with One Direction. I fell in love with thier voices as well them. :-) <3
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