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What if what i had with janet was not real anyways. I have to let her go. Right? she broke my sensitive heart. My mom! she keeps telling me that everything is gonna be alright. I woke up this very next morning feeling like a crap. Walked downstairs, mom, emme,and max eating breakfast.

Me:morning emme and max.*i kissed their chicks.

Emme:GOODMORNING *she corrects me.

Max:goodmorning.

Mom: goodmorning sleepy head? give mommy a kiss.

Me: * i leaned and kissed mom on the lips for goodmorning* there's nothing good about this morning.

Mom: oh come on boo

Emme:there's a lot good things about this morning..right mommy?

Mom: right, emme is right.

Me: am i lost or something? seriously, mom, remember that my girlfriend broke up with me.

Mom: *makes a yuk face* i didn't forgot.

Me:jeez mom. *i sat down*

Mom: aren't you gonna eat something?

Me: no, i'm not hungry mom. i just want nothing anymore.

Mom:you'll be fine.*she slightly rabbed my back* but you need to eat something jakey.

Me:mom please, don't stuff me, i'm already full of everything that Janet told me yesterday. i guess this is the end.

Mom:do not give up yet.

Me:you still have faith in this?cuz i'm not. *i stood up and head outside*

Momo: call her *she said while i closed the door behind me*

There's no use of calling undeniable chick like Janet, she walked away. and the fuck I look like calling her and what would I tell her. as matter of a fact, I'm not going to call her till she calls to apologize. As I stood there just watching the sun rise across,my shadows getting well shaped. This is not a good idea, I've been through a lot and Janet who I've been in love with can not break me down like this.

Me:it's not fair *i screamed* and fuck the world keep taking away all that I have. *i broke into tears*

My mom was there to hold me still, she held me down so I can calm down. I was sobbing big time.

Mom:on the second thought, you gotta move on Jake, I can't watch you break into tears. what happened?

Me:I don't know, she said that I lied to her so many times?

Mom:that's it?

Me:yeah

Mom:are you sure? Cuz it sounds like there was so much more in between.

Me:she went through my phone before that and all the sudden she looked furious...*this made me more angrier at myself*

Mom:did you cheated?

Me:no!mom! No, it was a text from umh.. *i don't know how to tell her but..* my ex-girlfriend.

Mom:what? Jake? What did the texts said?

Me:I said that she was hot enough to get back to her so soon.

Mom:wow! But you know that Janet has been with you for a long time.

Me:I know and I screw up big time.

Mom:what's wrong with you? I told you to never cheat on your girlfriend or play any games.

Me:I'm sorry *I let plenty of tears drop* gosh I'm sorry. help me.

Mom:not like this Jake. you'll fix it. and I know you know what to do.

Me:no I don't.

Mom:yes, you know what to do so go and get ready and get set things right.

Me:I can't go anywhere, dad is coming today.

Mom:good, cuz he has to talk to you too.

Me:don't mention it please.

Mom:sure *unbelievably*

Me:what!

Mom:if your red face hides it, so can I.

Me:okay, thanks mom.

Is my face that red from all the cries.

All the sudden I receive a text from Janet.

"Do something....and I'm not talking about apology, I want answers"

"I don't know what to do. Fuck you Janet and fuck you with all the pussy ass none sense of jealousy you've created inside of your white ass mind. fuck you and you're hot self. fuck you with all the things you've caused me to do to make you happy. fuck you with all the time I spent with you. fuck you Janet for wanting me to telling you the truth, bitch you know I can't handle the truth"____at the moment I feel like I wanted to tell Janet all of this into her face.
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