CHAPTER 7

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by CalumsAlmonds

by CalumsAlmonds

New cover yay

I'm not sure if I like the font but I just noticed it matched kiss me yay

Teen Wolf is life

Supernatural is life

now on to the long awaited chapter 7

Oh and btw does anyone like Sterek???? Teen Wolf reference sorry

It's been forever

*Time skip*

"A thank you, and good night!" Michael said proudly, our last concert of the 7 countries 7 days tour. We bowed, I never got tired of the crowd singing along to our songs, It's really been too long.

"I'm ready." I say before anyone had a chance to even ask me what I felt like doing.

It's gotten better, really. I mean me, I have gotten better. I have to obviously check with a doctor first, but I feel like I'm going to be okay, we're going to be okay.

Fans, are fans and they have supported us through it all. And we've started to talk about an album. Luke holds me close, like he's going to loose me, again. And I promise him that it wont ever happen. He promises me back.

Looking back, I was really, really emotional, and it makes me laugh because I took everything so seriously. I should have learnt to have fun, hell, I should have gotten my damn anxiety checked out in the first place.

Maybe that's what I should do.

I step inside the hospital with Luke beside me, they're going to monitor me, make sure I'm fine, prescribe more medicine. I get a prescription for some sort of drug to help with the everyday problems I have been having. It's the type where druggies would literally sell their soul for.

I just have to promise myself that I will not take advantage of them. I wont, because Luke's here with me and thats all that matters. He takes my hand in his and doesnt care anymore, not that we're in front of fans, because we know a vast majority of them are accepting, they dont even ask, which is crazy. Its like cool with them, which I cant believe.

My music style has gone from sad songs like, I miss you, to more upbeat ones, a therapy I have tried myself, I do not want to trigger myself anymore. I used to be so suicidal. Family is so important also, mom has started to talk to me little by little and my sister is so accepting and wonderful, she stops by our shows as often as possible.

I continue to write.

A song, Amnesia. Its really important to me. It's like the story I'm living in real life with a twist to make it more appealing.

But some days I feel like i am wearing a mask pretending to be fine when I'm not. I just need somebody who doesn't know me, who doesn't think they understand me.

I'm not a monster

Just really fucked up

I'm tired

I'll see you in hell

Are you judging me?

Don't laugh at me

No seriously don't laugh at me

It's not funny

I'm not joking

It's not funny

I'm not laughing

Caffine Cold- Fall Out Boy