꒰ 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫 & 𝐦𝐨𝐨𝐧 ꒱ | 𝐝𝐣𝐬

14. want u back

^5SOS anyone?

daniel

It's been 2 and a half weeks. I haven't left my room since I broke up with Lauren. That was a lie. I left my room. Twice.

Breaking up with her was the most stupid outcome I've made. I love her. I didn't even let her explain. I'm stupid. I'll never forgive myself.

The boys always tried to lift my mood but I'm not in a good position. I scrolled through my gallery to see every single picture of Lauren and me. It brought back so many lovely memories.

I miss her pretty brown eyes, her adorable laugh, how cute she looks when she's sleeping, how she always makes everyone happy. I miss that. I miss everything about her.

I have a gut to meet her. I decided to ring her yet nervous. I hope she answers my call. I need to build up everything and be friends with her at least. I scrolled down my contacts and tap her name.

Surprisingly, she picked up her phone. After two calls. "Lauren. Hi, how are you?" I let out, swallowing the lump in my throat.

"I'm... good" I know she lied. I heard her voice crack. It made me feel worse. I did that to her.

"I- I don't know if you wanna see me right now but can we- meet?" Nervousness started to come.

"Sure, I guess. Where?" She sniffled.

"Meet me at the park at 6"

"Okay"

I ended the call and let out a sigh of comfort. I went downstairs after I dressed up. The boys were surprised to see me after not getting out of my room for a long time.

"Finally" Corbyn said, getting closer to me. All of the boys cheered. "We've been waiting forever" Zach included. I grinned.

"Actually, I have to meet Lauren. I need to apologize" I answered before getting a question.

"Well, good luck. I miss her" Jack responded.

Jonah corrected Jack "We miss her" he emphasized the word 'we'.

"Make sure don't break her heart again. Have a nice talk" Corbyn gave me a piece of advice. I nodded as they all hauled me into a group hug. "Good luck"

-at the park-

I got there earlier than Lauren. 15 more minutes. Then I saw her. I missed that beautiful face. She smiled at me and take a seat beside me on a bench. "Hi" she said, delivering me the most beautiful smile.

I answered hi back. I gazed at the ground. I didn't know how to start the conversation.

"Why you want to meet me?" She asked me since I did not say anything, snapping me from my thoughts.

"I want to apologize to you. It's my fault. I'm so sorry that I made such a dumb decision" I finally looked her in the eyes. The eyes that I love to see. Her eyes were puffy. I could tell she cried a lot.

She smiled. "I already forgive you" She wiped off the tears that flowed down her cheeks.

I grabbed her soft hands. "Lauren. I love you, so much"

"I love you too" she replied.

I leaned in. "Can I?" I asked. She nodded. I kissed her. We kissed for a hot minute. Damn, I missed that.

As we pulled away, I announced. "Friends?" I held up my pinky. She held hers and draped it around mine. "Friends". I kissed her forehead.

We walked together and had a nice conversation along the path near a beach. The sun was setting down. Lauren and I adore sunsets. We stopped to admire the breathtaking view.

"It's so pretty" Lauren muttered. The bright golden complexion of the sun unraveling all over her face. She looked like a literal angel.

"Says the pretty one" she tilted her head to me and giggled. That's what I missed. I smiled looking at how gorgeous she was.

"Do you want to meet the boys? I know you miss them" I told her. Her eyes lit up. She looked really happy. "Oh my god, yeah. Of course"

•☆•☆•

As I unlocked the door, the boys turned around. I had to surprise them with Lauren. They love her like their own sister. "How it went?" Jonah raised a question.

"Bad. She was really mad" I teased. They all gave an upset look. I laughed and they looked at me confused. I signaled Lauren to come in. They had the widest smile when they saw her.

They tackled Lauren into a big hug. "We missed you!" Zach screamed. "I missed you guys too" Lauren giggled.

I coughed to get their attention. I looked up as if I did nothing. The guys awed and dragged me in for a hug.

Later that night, we had dinner together with Lauren. Having her by my side made me the happiest person alive. I had to say, that was the best time of my life. Really.

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author's note

wash ur hands kids 👀