23 Days To Fall

DAY 23

[Cavaneer]

"There's only so many songs that I could sing to pass the time..."

I hated myself when I woke up.

Sana hinatid ko siya sa airport.

Or sana pinigilan ko siya.

I didn't even get to say goodbye.

May letter na nakaipit sa ilalim ng cellphone ko.

Cavaneer

Sulat ni AD.

Binasa ko yung letter.

"Hi baby Azzy!

Siguro wala na ako sa tabi mo habang binabasa mo to.

Paano ko nasabi sayo?

Sinabi ko ba sayo na aalis ako?

Kung hindi, sorry ah.

Kung oo naman, paano mo kinaya?

Gusto ko sabihin sayo na mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal kita.

Babalik ako after a year.

Antayin mo ko.

Don't go loving anybody else ha?

Papatayin ko siya.

One year...

It seems so long.

Pero para sa future natin to, pag may mga anak na tayo.

Nasabi ko na bang mahal kita?

Sorry ang kulit ko.

I'm watching you sleep as I'm writing this.

You're so beautiful.

How lucky of me na ako pa minahal mo?

You didn't give up on me even if I don't remember you.

Thank you sa lahat baby Azzy!

I love you!

Skype/chat tayo lagi ha?

-AD mo"

 

Tears started rolling down my cheeks.

I know, may online communication, pero it's not the same as having him beside you.

I received a viber message.

Alexandre Daniel Anderson:

     Azzy ko. Nasa London na ako.

Me:

     Okay. Skype me once you're in your pad.

Alexandre Daniel Anderson:

     Opo ma'am. Love you.

Ngumiti ako.

Rereplyan ko palang sana siya nang magbleep nanaman phone ko.

Alexandre Daniel Anderson:

     This is the 23rd day. Do you still love him or have you moved on?

Oo nga.

Nakalimutan ko yung deal namin.

Haha.

Sa sobrang daming nangyari within 23 days, nalimutan ko na yung dahilan kung paano nga ba naging kami.

Me:

     I love you, AD.

Alam kong out of the topic pero I felt the need to say it.

Alexandre Daniel Anderson:

    Ding ding ding! Your answer is correct! You have won a coupon for 100 kisses and 20 boxes of coco crunch!

Natawa ako.

Wala pa siya isang araw wala pero miss na miss ko na siya.

Only 365 days to go.

I'm will wait, AD.

Even if it takes me forever.

I will wait.

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Alam kong maiksi.

Oo na. Huhu.

-aryll.

Finished: November 26, 2014   8:05PM