Long distance with Payton/ Payton Moormeier story

We fell apart

It's been a couple weeks and Payton has been distant and we fight and I don't know why it is going down hill really fast like he is home but then he leaves and says he goes home but i don't think he does. I need to talk to Zoe.
A-Zoe come to my room we need to talk
Z-ok one sec
She walks in my room and she sits down on my bed with me
A-Ok so payton has been really distant and I don't know why.
Z-you need to talk to him and figure it out because this isn't you and Payton. This isn't Payton for sure and you need to find out why
A-your right but I think he is cheating and if he is i am going back home cause I can't he is the love of my life and if he is I am gonna lose my mind. I say crying.
Z-I know but you need to know
A- ok I am gonna call him and tell him to come home
Z- ok she says giving me a hug
Callin Payton
Payton
Me
He answers
Hey what's up
I need you to come home for a minute
Ok I will be there in five
Ok
Bye
Bye

He didn't tell me he loved me I am nervous now.
He gets home and comes up to my room he gives me a side hug and sits down. I am already in tears and I haven't even talked yet
A- Payton what is going on with you, you are never home and when I call you or text you , you don't answer I need to now what's going on and I need to know now
P- Ok fine so you know Riley right
A- yeah why
P- we where making a tiktok and
A- And what Payton (I say crying)
P- well she kinda kissed me and I pulled back but I wasn't around you because I can't lie to you and if you asked me I couldn't lie and I feel so bad I have been crying for a week cause I know I am gonna lose you because we kissed
A- wow ok umm that's a lot
P- I am so sorry Ashlyn I love you
A- please just get out
P- Ashlyn please
A-I SAID GET OUT PAYTON
P-Ok I am sorry
And he walks out I just sit there and cry and cry and Zoe walks in
Z-Omg are you ok I heard you tell at him
A- Him and Riley kissed
Z- I knew there was something going on with those two
A-he said that he pulled back but I can't talk to him right now
Z- just go to sleep and we will talk about it in the morning
A- ok
I go to bed and my phone keeps going off and it's Payton so I turn my phone off.
I get up the next morning and I turn my phone on and there is 100 text
And 50 called from Payton I text him and I say

I am so sorry
Ashlyn please
I love you
Ashlynnnnn
Please talk to me
Please just let me know your ok
Ashlyn
Can you please leave me alone I will text you or call you when I am read to talk
Omg finally you answer and ok
Bye Payton
Bye
It's been about two days and I am rest to talk to him. I call Payton
Payton
Me

Omg you called thank god
Yeah I did but I need to see you in person so can you come home
Yes I will be there in five I love you
You to bye
Bye
End of call

He gets here and I let him in and we got to my room and we sit down and I look at him and he looks at me and he says "Ashlyn I am so sorry pleas you have to forgive me if you don't I can't live with myself I don't want to lose you"he says crying "Payton I will forgive you but that hurt a lot and you will have to get the trust back because you broke that"I say now crying " I will do anything please Ashlyn I love you and only you forever" "I love you to" I say and I give him a kiss because i wanted to. He kissed back and smiled and said "I missed that" "me to" I give him and hug and we lay down.
Zoe and Jackson have been watching movies all day and they are now goin to bed