Jungkook has always been different. He has a loving family and had a happy childhood but has always felt like there is something missing. He has a chance to travel and start new in a new country and city at a brand new job. Will he find what he's lo...
I was about to lean in and kiss Jungkook again when my bear began to grumble at me. He was complaining we would not do a good job of pleasing our mate because we are moving too fast. I thought he did have a point, but I also don't want Jungkook to think something is wrong. The look he is giving me right now makes me think that is exactly where his head is at. His next words solidify these thoughts.
"Taehyung, we don't have to do anything if you don't want too. I'm sorry I'm getting ahead of myself here. The alcohol and my bear and you. I just..."
I shut him up the only way I knew how, by placing my lips on his. It was a sweet gentle kiss. One I hope to use to tell him exactly how much I am still here with him. Exactly how much he is treasured. I just don't want to rush. When I pull back and look into his eyes with a soft smile, I see the spark I was looking for.
"Please don't think that I don't want you. I just think we need to slow down just a bit. My bear actually paused me, but he has a great point. How do you feel about playing another game?"
"A game? What kind of a game?"
"Ever played 20 questions?"
"Sure, but I'm guessing this will be a bit different?"
"Yes, as we cannot repeat the questions but we both have to answer the question. For example, its my turn so I say, what's your favorite color? Mine is purple. Then you follow up with your favorite color. Then its your turn to ask a question the same way. We can also eat and drink as we want, just be comfortable and learn more about each other. What do you think?"
"I actually like that idea. My bear was grumbling at me too, but I was just going to ignore him as I usually do when I don't want his input."
I laughed at him understanding completely what he means. I then take out the food so when can make plates. Looking at the alcohol I think we can use maybe one or two of them but which ones? I hold up the vanilla and raspberry bottles of Smirnoff and raised my eyebrow looking at Kook in question? He nods and smiles at me and I smile back glad I chose correctly.
"Do you want to move to the couch instead of sitting here at the island?"
"Well, I think we should stay here for a bit. At least until the food is gone then we can move with the drinks to the couch. Is that okay?"
"Yes, that is actually a much better plan. I love the way you think."
He laughs at me and shakes his head.
"So, who is going to start?"
He asks while taking a forkful of food and pouring mixed shots for us both. I raise my eyebrow at him looking at the shot glasses.
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"What it makes raspberry and cream. You don't like that mixture?"
"I'm sure it will be very tasty I just was a bit surprised that you thought of the same thing I did when I chose them. How about you start which means I'll be the one to ask the last question."
"Well first to make it fair. My favorite colors are red and black. Assuming you were answering you test question honestly?" I nod in answer.
"So, question number one, how old are you? I'm 22."
"I'm 24. My question, I know you came here for work, did you leave anyone important to you behind? My parents passed away and they were all I had."
"I'm so sorry to hear about your family. Yes, I left my parents back home. I miss them already but hopefully I can get them to visit. I grew up with my mom for the most part because my dad was always travelling for business. Question two, have you been in a serious relationship before? I have not been in a relationship myself. I've only dated here and there."
"Well I have not been in a serious relationship either because I always hoped to find my mate."
I looked at Jungkook's pink cheeks and the way he was avoiding eye contact. It made me curious, so I asked my next question based on that.
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"Okay my question is have you had sex with anyone yet? I have, though I used it as an outlet and regretted it every time afterword."
By the look on his face he seemed a little hurt by this information which let me know what his answer was before he even opened his mouth.
"I uh, um I'm still a virgin. Once I realized I was attracted to men I decided I wanted to wait and give myself to someone special. When I looked at myself personally, I couldn't determine if I would be considered a top or a bottom by definition because I fit both definitions from time to time. I was afraid I would be using whoever I took to bed as an experiment and decided to wait for my special someone to learn everything I needed to know. Huh, okay question three. Are you bisexual or gay? I'm bisexual but have a bigger attraction to men then women. "
"Oh, we match perfectly there. I too am bisexual with a bigger attraction to men. I believe both are beautiful and have something to offer the world. Hmm ok what about kissing? I know I've kissed you now but was that your first real kiss? I have made out with people before as a part of foreplay, but everything just feels different with you. I really wish I had waited."
I had watched him the entire time I was talking, and he looked down at his feet as soon as I asked my question. He looked up at me now with a slight smile his cheeks all puffed out and red.
"Well you were actually my first real kiss. I have had pecks before but not an actual kiss like what we did. Ahem question four, did you like kissing me? Well I guess that isn't really a question you can return answer but oh you can never mind."
I chuckle a bit as he covers his face. He is so adorable. I am starting to wonder why he can see himself as a top when he's so submissive. I guess time will tell.
"Yes, I liked kissing you very much. It was hard to stop I just wanted to...ahem well yeah, I enjoyed kissing you and can't wait to do it again. My turn, my question is actually a two part one. Have you ever had a hickey, and did you enjoy it when it was being done? I like giving them. I have only received one and I didn't like it because the girl who gave it was too harsh and it hurt. Its not supposed to hurt at least not in a bad way."
"Well, I am probably going to seem like such a baby, but I have never given or received a hickey. I just felt like it was a pathway to more and I wasn't ready for more. You haver mentioned both men and women. So, for question five do you know how many partners you have had? I have already answered this because you know I haven't had any."
"Actually, I can answer that question, but I hope you are not upset by the answer. I have had sex with 3 men and 3 women over the course of 6 years. Though I did not have a relationship with them I was exclusive to one at a time and ended the arrangement with the last woman about 2 months ago. So does my experience upset you, is that a turn off?"
