Don't Forget !!

What Did I Do ?

Nikki's Pov

It was 3 in the morning and I felt sick I got up and I threw up three times then when I felt a little better I washed my mouth out and walked back into the bedroom only to see that John wasn't there ! I went down stairs and I started looking everywhere in the house I couldn't find him I tried calling a couple times but he never answered I started to get worried but decided I would wait till morning and if he wasn't back then I would look for him again ! I went back to bed then I fell asleep although it wasn't a pleasant sleep since I didn't know where John was !

Johns Pov

I couldn't believe what I had just done I don't even know how it all happened but I knew I was I'm for a load of trouble I was lying next to Kelly at 5 in the morning when I should be next to Nikki who's pregnant with my babies ! I can't let her find out about this I can't let anyone know what happened here I just slept with Barbra and instead of feeling good or better ! I felt worse I felt guilt it felt remorse I hated my self right now how could I do this how could I have done this to the mother of my children my wife ! I wish that car would have just ended my life ! The worst part of all of it was that in the end I enjoyed it ! I didn't feel as guilty as I though I actually would think about doing this again !

Kelly: Morning babe !

John: Morning !

Kelly: Last night was fun !

John: Yeah but it can't happen again !

Kelly: Why ?

John: I'm married to Nicole who is pregnant with my 3 babies

Kelly: Leave her !

John: No I can't I won't !

Kelly: Why ?

John: Because this between me and you will never happen again I'm going to work things out with Nicole and I will love her I know because after tonight I already feel the love I have for her

Kelly: No John you can't !

John: Kelly we divorced for a reason and I'm sorry but goodbye just know that if Nicole finds out about this or anyone else I'll make sure you don't work ever again got it !

Kelly nodded and watched as he left ! John drives home and hopes that Nicole is still sleeping ! When he gets home Nicole is still sleeping and decided to shower then hop into bed with her !

3 hours later

Nikki's Pov

I woke up and I saw John sleeping he must has came back in sometime on the night !

John: Morning !

Nikki: Morning where were you last night ?

John: I couldn't sleep went for a walk well a drive !

Nikki: What time did you get back in ?

John: 5 I left like 5 minutes before it was 3 !

Nikki: Did you change your clothes ?

John: Yeah cause I showered !

Nikki: Okay umm I'm going to make breakfast want anything ?

John: No I'm fine actually I'm going to take a nap I'm tired now !

Nikki: Okay I'll wake you up when it's time to go !

John: Okay

He kisses her forehead and went back to sleep ! Nikki goes into the bathroom and finds his clothes on the floor she smiles a bit then goes to pick them up and as she picks them up she gets a scent of a perfume that's definitely not a mans perfume and definitely not hers