Don't Forget !!

I'm sorry for Everything !

John's POV -

Wow the kids are 2 year old already they grow so quick looking back at time I was really stupid to even leave Nicole memory lost or not I should had been there with everything but no I had to go mess around with Kelly! I would I even think about naming my princess Barbara I must be the list of worst husband and father!

His talk with himself was interrupted by Nikki

Nikki - Hey love

John - Hey

Nikki- what's wrong

John - I am sorry Nicole but I can't do this anymore! I am leaving you I have realized it's Brie who Lille but she is with randy and I can't do that to him! I can't hurt you anymore!

Nikki- why John why do you always hurt me! I HATE YOU! I WISH I NEVER MET YOU AND MOST OF ALL GAVE YOU MY LOVE AND LIFE! GO FUCK YOURSELF
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Just Kidding

Nikki - what's wrong

John - I'm sorry

Nikki - for what (her voice cracking)

John - for everything I have put you through that day it ruined my life that day where everything went down a hole the day I got ran over! Well not completely since it was our Anniversary don't you ever stop and think how life would have been if I didn't get ran over. This how I think it would have went I would had been there when they were born I'm sorry you had to go through it alone. We could had picked my princess name together not that I don't like her name i just hate that I even thought of naming her Barbara good im such an idiot. Also at night I would had let you sleep while I took care of them. I hate that I missed their first time laughing, the first time you started feeding them gerbur and made a mess (at this point John was crying) how I missed their first day home, first bath and many things I missed

Nikki - John!

John - No Nikki let me finish ... please (Nikki Nods and John continues) then you left to Paris for 6 months that day left Like whole life crashed into a million pieces that only you could fix. I stayed with Kelly because she claimed she was pregnant and kept telling me if I left her she would kill herself and all I could think about was about they child that never existed but I didn't know that I could let an other child of mine leave. When she told me she had lost the baby I hurt me because I though she was really pregnant, but then Mike told me that she wasn't I was relieved because I didn't want anybody else carrying my babies if it wasn't you ( Nikki started To cry ) when he told me all I could thing of was how could I you back, but I didn't have time to do things how I want to do then we got together and I was to caught up that you accepted me back. Then 6 months ago I asked you if you wanted to renew our vows yes which made feel lime I could fly up the clouds and fall back slowly! Nicole what I am trying to say is that I am sorry for everything that I have put you through and I just want to show you that I will never again leave you alone!

Nikki - John whatever happened in the past two year is in the past it's not like we can go back in time to fix everything! Just know that I will never hold that against you I know what you were going through it's not like we picked for the things that happened To us. I think of it was destiny testing us how strong our love for each other really is! Whatever happened was just another chapter to our crazy life!

John - I LOVE YOU NICOLE

Nikki- I LOVE YOU TO JOHN and don't be so hard on yourself all that matters is that we are together and stronger

They kisses which turned into a heated make out section and was interrupted my three little voices

"Mommy " "Mommy" "Daddy"

They turn to see three rollie poillies tuning towards them.

Nikki - Hi my babies *she says while picking up Matt and Anthony and John get Ari*

Matt - mommy why daddy kissing you
only we can kiss you

John- Why can't I kiss mommy she was mine first then yours

Anthony - Because she is our mommy and you get to sleep with her

Ari - and we have sleep in our beds without mommy

Nikki - Sorry John but looks like you will have to take the kids room *she says joking *

John- how about I give you cake if I can sleep with mommy and you guys sleep in your rooms

Ari - chocolate cake with strawberry daddy

John - yes princess

Matt - I don't like chocolate

John - that why I got you strawberry buddy and Anthony I got red velvet

Anthony - ha daddy loves me more then you guys ha

Ari- that's not true daddy loves me more he calls me princess

Matt - no daddy loves me more because I am older

John - I love all of you guys

Ari - even mommy

John - yes even mommy, I loved mommy before you guys got here and I still do

Matt - when are we getting an other sister

Anthony - yeah Ari is lonely

Ari - No I don't want a sister I have you guys

Matt - mommy when are you going to buy an other baby

Nikki - mmm you want more brothers and sisters