We'll be fine [Stozier]

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They went to school like every other day. No one questioning Stanley's face. Not because they didn't care but because they didn't want to push him to speak. It must have been bowers any way. There was no way they would have though Stanley's parents did that.

So Eddie and bill were in there own world talking about when there next date would be. Mike was telling Ben and Beverly about his farm. Richie was trying to talk to stan.

Any other normal day. They would all talked to each other, stanley sometimes saying something back. They'd eat lunch go to class and then go home and do whatever. Go to sleep and repeat the schedule.

Stan was used to this schedule. So he was caught off guard when Richie asked if he'd come over. He agreed anything was better than going home.

There classes felt long and boring until finally lunch came around. Beverly already being there. "Hey Stan how've you been" she asked as he sat in front of her. "I'm fine.why?"

She smiled at him. She had always been so beautiful. Her voice could be loud and in a scolding tone but also sweet and caring.Anyone would fall for her. But not Stanley. Stanley had a thing for dicks and Beverly sure did not have a dick.

"I was just wondering. You've been a bit distant." This time it was him to give her a smile. His wasn't like hers. Hers was big and pure. Real. While his was forced and small. Fake. "I've been sick and there's... this thing that's bothering me....but I'd rather not talk."

Right when she was about to start taking mike came over and sat next to her. "What's up stan my man, hey beaver how's your dam holding up." Mike asked proud of his joke towards Beverly.

Soon all the losers came Richie seating next to stan. They all talked about everything that came to there mind. It was these moments where Stan would be talking to them where he would truly smile. It wasn't all big and cheerful but it was real.

When he was with the losers, with Richie he felt safe. Like nothing could stop him. Soon lunch came to an end and he head to class with Ben.

The losers warned Beverly to watch out because she fell for Ben and they only shared one class in seventh grade. They would say that Stan would soon fall in love with Ben and steal him from bev. She and he always ignored this but they found it kinda funny.

Soon stan was at the Tozier house hold. Stan spent most of his child hood in this house. He and Richie would run around and play all sorts of games. Richies mom Maggie would make them brownies and would buy stan gifts on his birthday.He more than once accidentally called Richies mom Maggie mom. He would apologize and she would always say that one day she would be his mom. And he'd be great with her son. He never really understood what she meant but she basically raised him so he loved her and her husband.

He walked up to Richies room and sat on his bed. They talked and talked. Richie would make stupid jokes to make stan laugh. Stan noticed how Richie seemed nervous so he finally asked him. "Hey rich are you fine you seem a bit tense."

"Wellilikeeddieyoulikebillsomaybeweshoulddate." Richie rushed the word out. Stan could barely understand what he said. "Richie I cant understand when you rush everything out." Deep breaths Stan maybe you mess heard and he didn't say you should date.

"Ok well I like Eddie, you like Bill. There together. No bueno for us. So maybe we could like date. You know kiss every now and then cuddle. The usually dick holding."

Richie laughed at his last sentence. Like he was some sort of amazing comedian. "But why would we have to date." Stan asked. "See babe if we date we could make them jealous. We get what we want and you'll never have to kiss these amazing lips again." Richie winked at him as he finished explaining.

"If we do this stan, you have to promise to not fall in love with me. I know it'll be hard because I'm so very hot but I'm reserved for some one. Okay."

Even though he didn't want to something told him to. Even though he should be excited to get bill he's more excited to get to kiss Richie. So he said the first words that came to his mind. "Sure I'll kiss your
lips and pretend I'll pretend to like you but you can't fall in love with me either."

So that's what they did. That night Richie proposed they'd practice kiss so when they were with the losers it wouldn't be weird. Stan and Richie has kissed once in seventh grade when Richie was curious about his sexuality.

Stan would have protested if it were any of the other losers but it was Richie so he didn't say anything and just went along with it.

When Saturday came around they invited the losers  over to Richies house since he's parents where out on a date. Once Beverly, Ben, and mike had arrived they stared to watch movies because who nows what Eddie and bill are doing.

Richie made comments and joked about how they were probably sucking each other's dicks. Beverly and mike noticing how close stan and rich were and how Richie was playing with Stans hair.

Finally bev spoke up. "Spit it out. You guys are acting all lovely towards each other. What are one of you dying. Oh dear lord please tell me you aren't dying."

Richie smiled at her and then spoke up. "Well you see dear your to busy sucking faces with Ben all day you haven't realized me and Stanley have been dating."

Beverly and Ben both looked at each other shocked.  "I new it! You and Stanley have been awfully close theses past couple weeks. I thought maybe you gays were just blowing each other's dicks but no Tozier and Uris are getting the whole deal." Mike spoke laughing at his discovery.

"okay why are you all obsessed over dicks. Like chill. All you guys have been talking about is dicks." Stan said which lead for everyone to start laughing. Soon Eddie and bill showed up and were told the news.

They all talked and laughed. They all made fun of mike for being the only single one in the group. They ate. The whole night Richie and Stan shared small kisses and hugs. But something was wrong. Because stan would kiss Richie and feel safe. But he should think of Bill when kissing Richie,that's who he wanted but he didn't think of Bill not once when kissing or hugging Richie instead he just felt like if he let go he would lose Richie.

So when he got home he stayed up thinking he would surely be fucked if he ended up having feelings for Richie.

Posted: April 2, 2020 💛