I Want You, Not Him!

The Plan...

Alec Pov

I thanked every god out there that I had the chance to fix things with Magnus, but know I had to talk to Jace about what had happened earlier and hopefully he wont kiss me again. I could tell that Magnus was reluctant to let me go, but he understood that me and Jace had to talk about him kissing me. I sucked in a deep breath before walking into the Institute, it took me a few minutes before I spotted Jace standing at one of the monitors talking to another Shadowhunter "hey Jace do you think we could talk somewhere private" I asked, Jace nods before leading me to his room, I didn't have the chance to speak before Jace started confessing.

Jace Pov

Alec hadn't even closed the door before I started explaining everything "I'm so sorry Alec, I know I shouldn't have kissed you, but you looked so adorable and I love you, but I know that you don't feel the same way" I exclaimed; continuing before Alec had the chance to speak "can we just forget that I ever kissed you, can you also not tell Clary about this, and is Magnus going to kill me" I finished; chewing on the bottom of my lip at the thought of Magnus killing me.

Alec stood there in silence; looking down at me with an adorable frown between his eyebrows like he was trying to process what I just said. I hope he doesnt hate him because I kissed him, how could I be so stupid.

Alec Pov

I've never heard someone speak that fast before; let alone Jace "okay Jace; I agree that we should never speak of this again and I promise I wont tell Clary, and I don't know if Magnus is going to kill you; just never do that again" I answer; cringing at the thought of Jace kissing me again "I'm sorry that I don't feel the same way, maybe if you kissed me before I meet Magnus" I chuckled, I could tell when Jace laughed that it was forced; I knew that he would need some time before we returned to the way it was before "yeah maybe" Jace replied; patting me on the shoulder "alright; I have to go but will talk later" Jace chuckled before walking out of his room.

I shock myself from my thoughts before moving to sit at the edge of my bed, sighing as I pulled out my phone so I could call Magnus. "Alexander did everything go okay with Jace" Magnus questioned, it pained me to know that Magnus still felt insecure about earlier "good as it could go, we agreed to never speak of it again, but he told me that he was in love with me" I explained, I knew I couldn't lie to Magnus; especially not about this "he said he was in love with you" Magnus replied, I hated the way I could hear Magnus trying to hold back his tears.

"Magnus I love you; you don't have to worry about Jace, I'm yours" I reassured; I wanted nothing more than to pull Magnus into my arms and reassure him that he was loved and cared for "I love you too Alexander; I'm yours and your mine" Magnus giggled; my heart warmed at the sound "I'm sorry love; but I have to go I'm late for a meeting, Ill call you later tonight" Alec replied; chuckling softly "okay baby, love you" Magnus giggled; making a kissing sound causing Alec to flush a soft pink as he hung up.

Jace Pov

I'm glad to know that Alec had promised to never talk about the kiss, but I could hear a voice in the back of my head screaming at me that I want to talk about it, that I want it to happen again, that I want Alec to love me the way I love him, that Alec should be mine and not that filthy Downwolder's. Magnus isn't good enough for my Alec and as much as I hate to; I couldn't help but listen to that voice, Alec deserves better, he deserves me and not Magnus, I'll just have to take care of the problem.

Still not thinking straight; I thought about all the possibilities that I could get Magnus to himself, I thought about going to Magnus apartment, but I knew that he would have the upper hand so I decided to text the warlock and tell him that Alec is hurt and then lure him into the back room so I can kill him and then Alec will finally be mine. Know I just need to get Alec out of the Institute for a few hours, how do I do that. I decided to tell him that he needs more training and force him to go train in the park.