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Time flies so fast. I told myself before that i hate taehyung. But the more i think, the more hard it is to hate him. He is actually nice. And i hate it so much.

It's been six months since i first met him. Now we're kinda friends.
KEYWORD : kinda

Yugyeom also thinks it's a progress.

I have to accept the fact that i like taehyung. He can be a good friend. But It's too annoying when i see them laughing together in some silly matter. I don’t like them being so close. It makes me puke in my mouth.

At School

Me and Yugyeom are walking towards the canteen. Taehyung went to the auditorium because some of his so called friends called him. But who cares.

'Fuck him and his so called friends. '

"So, what do you think about this new play? yugyeom said.

" what play? "

"There's gonna be a new play. Taehyung is participating in it. Aren’t you coming?"

"I don’t care."

"Oh, come on. It's been two years. Why you still can't accept him fully?"

"Because he is always meddling between us. Can't you see? Or are you too blind to see?"

"I really don’t know what you’re talking about and i don’t wanna know either. I just wanna say that one day you're rudeness will end you. And before y'know you’ll lose it all." yugyeom said and left me alone.

His words kept repeating in my head.

'One day you're rudeness will end you. And before y'know you’ll lose it all.'

But what's there to lose? Because first, I have to have something.

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It's Sunday. One of my least favourite day. Because i have to spend my whole time with my family.

"Jungkook, help me with the food." my mom called me

'Comin' "

I always have to help my mom because I'm the younger one. Though, i really don’t mind if no one disturbs me.

"What are you doin'? Lowe the heat. You're gonna burn it all." mom yelled.

I turned off the burner and whispered "sorry".

"You can't even do a single work. Learn something from your brother."

"He doesn’t even know how to turn on the stove. And at least I'm doing it. He is lying on his bedroom doing whatsoever." i yelled back.

"You're a disgrace to this family. How can you talk back to your mother. Can't you see how mannered you're brother is!?"

I stomped out from the kitchen to my room and shut the door.

'Fucking manner.'

I don’t know how long I'm gonna survive in this family. I just wanna leave this damn house and move out. But for a 10 years old boy, it is close to impossible.

Ting!

I saw my phone lighten up. There's a notification from yugyeom. He posted a pic of him and tae.

'Are they hanging out without me? They seem so happy'

I sighed and lie down on the bed. I don’t why i felt like crying. I'm not sad that they're hanging out but they could've told me. Anyway, it shouldn’t matter. Even if they'd invited me, i couldn’t go. My brother won't let me. I'm not allowed to go out whenever i want. 

I rolled over my bed, placed a pillow over my head, trying to sleep. Only sleep can calm me down.

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"Yeah, I'm playing the role of juliet. I'm so excited." taehyung exclaimed happily.

"You're gonna do so well. You're a born actor." yugyeom said making taehyung giggle.

'His laugh is so cute. That boxy smile...'

"Why are you staring at me?"

"I'm not."

"You were. However, are you coming to the play?" he asked enthusiastically.

"Umm.. Y-ye..."

"No, he Isn't." yugyeom cut me.

"O-oh. O-okay. I-I'm gonna go now. See you guys later." taehyung said and left.

When he left, i turned to look into  yugyeom's eyes.

"Why did you cut me there? I can answer myself." i spitted the words.

"I don’t want you to say rude things to hin again. So i cut you there."

"But i wasn’t g-going to say r-ru.."

"Forget it, jungkook. I don’t want your explanations. I have homework to do." yugyeom said and looked down at his books.

'What is wrong with everyone?  Why everything has to be like this. I was gonna say yes but obviously nothing good can ever happen to me. It's my fucking fate after-all.'

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