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Taehyung's pov:

I am currently sitting in my class far away from Jeon Jungkook. I am so angry with him. Yesterday, yugyeom called me at midnight telling me, he's leaving. I was so shocked. I couldn’t comprehend. He told me about the whole thing about jungkook. I couldn’t believe jungkook really did it.

Mr. Sam is teaching us geography. I can't really understand a single thing what he's talking about. I can feel a pair of eyes on me.. I know whose eyes those are.

I am not a violent person. I've never been a violent person. People always told me that I'm a calm person. But i don’t know what happened to me today. Why i was so angry? Hell! Why am i still angry?

I started to feel bad about the way i reacted with jungkook. I shouldn’t have said all those things. I know what he did was wrong but still he didn’t deserve those cruel words. Nobody deserves it. I can sense guiltiness all over me.

Should i say sorry to him? I should at least let him explain.

I turned my head, eyes meeting instantly with his blue eyes. His piercing gaze making me uncomfortable for some weird reasons. I realised i couldn't take my eyes off of him.

From when he has blue eyes? Is he wearing contacts? He's so beautiful.
What the fuck, Kim Taehyung!  What the hell are you thinking.

I turned my head at the speed of light, panicked. My heart, beating faster as if i just saw some ghost.

Maybe jungkook is a ghost?

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"Umm... H-hey.." i stammered, awkwardly standing in front of jungkook.

"So you have decided to talk, huh?" he replied in a mocking tone. I didn’t say anything, still standing awkwardly, my eyes on the floor.

I saw him walking a few steps towards me. So close! He raise his finger, resting it on my chin. His finger pressing a gentle pressure against my chin, making me look at his eyes.

"Aren’t you gonna say anything?" he asked, looking so intimidating. I opened my mouth to say something but got nothing. He chuckled at me, making my breath hitch.

I cleared my mind and throat, trying to take control over my body. "I-I think you deserve a c-chance to explain." i said, gulping.

He seemed relax suddenly. He took a steps back, making some space between us. "Oh, thank god, tae! I thought you're still angry with me."

He called me tae again. I smiled in my mind.

"I'm still angry with you." i murmured.

"Well, i deserve that. Anyway, listen, what i did was so wrong. If i could, I'd definitely take it back. But i can't. He was my best friend. I feel awful losing him. I can't describe you how stupid i am feeling now. I was being such a homophobic prick." he said, genuinely looking guilty.

"You're very stupid." i regretted saying it as soon as they came off my mouth, thinking how angry it would make jungkook. But to my surprise, he smiled, revealing his bunny teeth.

"I know i am. I wasn’t in my right mind. A-and i have some anger issues that i can't control." he replied so softly, melting my heart.

We stood there, nervously. Neither of us knew what to say further. I was feeling uneasy, millions of thoughts playing on my mind. I know he's feeling the same uneasiness.