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I am 12 years old now. Nothing really change in those 2 years except my body and maybe feelings.

I'm quite tall now but not as tall as my brother. I'm not that skinny anymore. Some can even call me handsome. But i don’t think i am.

My feelings have taken a weird turn in these years towards my friends, not towards my family. They are same as before.

Taehyung and i have become really close. He is my best friend now along with yugyeom. I really care about him, them.

Taehyung has changed too. He has become more beautiful. I don’t know how can someone be this beautiful. He looks like a baby angel.

Apart from this, there are some more changes. Like yugyeom behaving so weird, my family hating me more.

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I entered the classroom and went to our usual seats. Just as i sat there, i noticed they've stopped talking.

'Are they hiding something from me?'

"What're you guys talking about?"

"Nothing!!" they both answered at the same time.

'Suspicious'

"Okay. Yugyeom move. I wanna sit in the middle."

I always sit between them. It makes me feel good and wanted. Sometimes i think i may have some self esteem issues.

"Sorry, jungkook. But today I'm sitting in the middle." taehyung said, half-smiling.

"But why?"

"No reason. I just want to."

"Umm.. Fine.!" i said and looked at the opposite direction. But i saw from the corner of my eyes that they're whispering to each other about something.

'They're definitely hiding something.'

"So class, today we're gonna read about the 101 positions of sex. Open your books." teacher said and we all opened our book.

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After the class

"What're you guys hiding from me?" i asked. Suddenly there faces become pale. Taehyung looked at yugyeom with surprised eyes.

"I-i.. W-we.... Ju-jung..." taehyung started.

"WHAT?" i snapped at him. He flinched a little.

"I-It's nothing jungkook. Why would we hide something from you?" yugyeom said hesitantly.

"I saw you guys fucking whispering behind my back."

"I-it was nothing, kook. We were just talking about something written in the text book." taehyung answered.

"Shut up! You're the main problem here. Actually you’re always the problem. And It's fucking Jungkook!"

"M-me? What did i do?"

"You fucking mess everything. First you have to come and step in our friendship. And now, you're trying to snatch him away? What's your problem? How pathetic can you be?"

Taehyung stood here stoned-face, looking at his feet. His eyes were glossy, trying to hold everything in.

"Jungkook, It's not his fault. We were just simply talking, 'kay?" yugyeom said trying to calm the situation.

"We're going." i said, holding yugyeom's hand, dragging him with me, leaving taehyung there, alone.

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"Jungkook, w-wait. Where are you dragging me?" yugyeom asked but i stayed silent.

"Jungkook, answer me, please!"

"I don’t know. I'm just fucking angry. I wanted to leave that room." i said, gritting my teeth.

"Okay. Calm down. Tell me what's wrong."

"What's wrong?" i asked him frustrated. "Everything is wrong! Can't you see? Since the day he came, everything is wrong. He's changing us, yug. He's changing you. I'm scared, one day you're gonna leave me too and I'll be all alone." i said holding my tears back.

"You called me, yug. I thought you forget about it." he said smiling warmly.

"No one's gonna leave you, kook. Specially, I'm not gonna leave you. But we're growing up, so eventually everything changes. You have to let other people in. Making more than one friend isn’t a bad thing."

"It's Jungkook." i said and he laughed out loud.

I smiled too. But all of a sudden, i miss taehyung's smile. That boxy smile has somehow made his way to my heart. And i realised, i said some fucking bad things to him.

'He must be sad. I shouldn’t have said those things to him. S-should i a-apologise? No, obviously not. It was his fault. He started it. He's the one who should fucking apologise.' I said in my mind.

"Hey, you there?  We should go home now." yugyeom said breaking my thoughts.

"Umm.. Yeah, let's go." saying so, we left school.

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"Jungkook, please talk to me." taehyung said pleadingly. I ignored his whole existence.

"Please, jungkook. I'm sorry. It was my fault and I'm really sorry. Forgive me?" taehyung said giving me his doey looks. Though those affect me very much but I'm a strong man. I glanced at him and regretted it right-away.

'Isn’t it a crime to look beautiful all the time? '

I was sitting in front of taehyung with yugyeom. I forced yugyeom to sit beside me and ordered him not to talk with that little beautiful rat. Though, he was still talking to him. I gave him a deadly look saying 'don’t'

Taehyung continued to say sorry in between the classes but i choose to ignore him fully.

'He doesn’t deserve my forgiveness.'

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