Addicted To Love

Chapter 10

Chapter 10

Waking up the next morning, I am on my side with my back to Herm and his arms are around me, holding me close. I feel him pull me closer as he starts to stir. "Good morning Mrs Kozik." he whispers. I turn in his arms and whisper "A good morning it is." as I kiss his lips. He looks into my eyes and then smiles. "You're really happy aren't you?" he asks. "I've never been this happy. I don't know how I got so lucky Herm. I've got a man that loves me. A family that welcomed me with open arms, no questions asked." I say and he says "Only thing missing is the kid." I look at him shocked and ask "Really?" He kisses me gently and says "Really." I smile and say "I'll come off my birth control." He hovers over me to kiss me softly and we begin to make love all over again.

After finding our release, we get dressed and head out for coffee. I had tossed out my birth control pills this morning so we were actively trying for a baby. Walking out to the bar, he sits on the barstool and pulls me between his legs. The prospect puts a coffee in front of both of us and says "I didn't get a chance to tell you last night but congrats guys. We're all happy for you." I smile and say "Thank Trey." and Koz looks at him and says "That means a lot brother." and you see Trey smile. "How much longer does he have?" I ask. "About three more months." Koz tells me. "I hope he patches. He's been like a little brother to me since I've been here." I tell him and he smiles. "I'm sure he will." He tells me before kissing me one more time.

After a while, I'm sitting at the bar, looking into my coffee cup, lost in thought while Koz is working in the shop. Kelly sits beside me and asks "You good little one?" I look at her and smile softly. "Yeah. Just thinking about things." I tell her. "Wanna share?" she asks. "Just...things are so different now. I'm not looking over my shoulder all the time. I'm not constantly wanting that fix. I'm married to a man that loves me and has proven that he would do anything to protect me and so have the rest of the men in the family. I have a family and now we're trying for a baby." I tell her. "Are you happy?" she asks. "I don't think I have ever been happier. The only thing missing is my parents being here to see all of this." I tell her. "Do you think they would have liked Koz?" she asks. "Oh yeah. Just the simple fact that he's so good to me, they would have loved him. That was the thing about my parents. They didn't judge people. They took the time to actually talk to people. They would have loved all of you." I tell her. "Good. Because we love you and we're not letting you go." she says laughing. "Kelly, you're my best friend. I don't know what I would do without you and Koz. And Lee is like my big brother. I love you guys." I tell her and a tear starts to fall.

A little later, Koz comes in and as soon as he walks up, I pull him close and say "I love you baby." He looks at me and smiles and says "I love you too. You okay?" he asks. "Only thing that would make me better is if my husband knocks me up." I smirk. "Fuck yeah." he says before pulling me to the dorm and as soon as he locks the door, he's picking me up and tossing me on the bed. Hovering over me he just looks at me a second. "What?" I ask, smiling softly. "I love you." he says softly. "I love you too baby." I say as I caress his face. He leans into my touch and he kisses me softly and I whisper against his lips "Love me Herm." Crashing his lips with mine, we start to shed clothes before he enters me and makes love to me nice and slow and I have never felt more love than I have with this man.