I am changing or probably, I've changed already.
I have changed into someone I do not know.
I am losing my mind and myself. I do not know how to find it anymore. I know something's wrong inside of me. I feel pain yet numb. How could I explain it or put it into words?
I put a smile on my face for everyone to see but deep inside I'm crumbling probably in pain yet, I do not know how it even exists.
That is why I have come up with a solution, with a plan. A plan to pause with my life. A new me... or in better words, A PLAN TO RESTART MY LIFE. I need to wake up. I need to do something about this.
I cannot let this dark feeling subside me.
I cannot let it GET THROUGH ME. I AM A STRONG GIRL. I AM SMART. I AM IMPORTANT. Indeed, and I knew it!
