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8/im alone

"Mols we are gonna go swimming, shadow is here, you wanna come and swim with us in the backyard?" Rose says

"no imma go upstairs for a bit, my head hurts" I say

"Okay come down when your feeling better" she smiles

they all walk outside and I go upstairs to my room. I pull out my notebook and sit at my desk. Whatever comes to mind I'll write. I want this to be about my family.

We have a show tomorrow so I can secretly perform it without them knowing. I already have a sound for the instrumental. I grab my book and the pencil. Put sweats and a sweater on and walk downstairs and into the backyard. I'll write outside while their swimming and having fun.

I sit on one of the chairs and set the book on the table. As I'm writing this I can feel myself start to cry. I miss my family very much. And id do anything to see them again.

I lost my thoughts when I hear the sliding door to the backyard open. Gus came, and he brought Layla, to my house. I'm not even mad though, if she made him happy, even though it breaks me, he found his happiness without me. I turn to my book and cry more. Woth Gus and Layla to this rhyme it's just too much right now. I feel someone wrap their arms around me.

"Hey mols" Gus says

"Hey" I mumbled, trying to hide my face as best as I can so I dont ruin anything.

"What's wrong" he asked trying to see my face

"nothing I'm fine" I said standing up and walking in the house and running upstairs locking my door.

I lay the notebook down and grab the box that is filled with picture of me and my family.

And I just cry hard. Fuck. I don't wanna feel the pain anymore. I look at the picture in full tears. I notice that my door is open.

They strong set of arms wrap around me. I know it's Gus and he hugs me tight. I then cry harder.

"why Gus" I cry hard

"why what babygirl?" He says

"why are you so nice to me, everyone hates me except Rose and Jose, why are you guys so nice to me, I don't deserve this" I cry

"because babygirl, your our friend, we love you, you became an important part of our lives" he says squeezing me harder.

I cuddle his chest wrapping my arms around his waist. And I cry hard.

I get up quick remembering that my notebook is open so I hurry up and close it shoving it in my desk.

I wipe my tears and stand there. He just sits there watching me. All the sudden he gets up and walk to me. His finder lifts my chin so I'm looking at him. And he stares into my eyes. He leans is and kisses me. Of course I kissed back, and this is it, I caught feelings for Lil peep. We release from the kids and we stare into each other's eyes. Usually I hate looking into people's eye, but with Gus, it was very different.

"you want to go swimming with them?" He smiles and I nod agreeing

"um you can go right now, I need to change" I smile

"but I rather see you change" he winks and I shake my head laughing

"go gus" I say to him

He leaves the room and I go to my closet and put on a black bikini. After that I walk down the stairs and go into the backyard. I see that Shadow hasnt got in the pool yet so I push her in. She turns around and glares at me.

I turn to put my phone down and I see Gus kissing all up on Layla. I'm done.

I walk inside and go to the fridge and grab a bag of hot Cheetos. I walk back outside to the pool and grab a couple chips and setting them down on the table. I then step into the pool and get my hair wet.