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5/she changed

PEEP POV

"why is she so different" bexey asked

I look to see Rose and she looks at Jose with a look that he seemed to understand.

"Molly...um.... just last year.....her mom, stepdad, and her little brother and sister died because her stepdad murdered them and then killed himself" Rose says and I look at Jose to see he has tears in his eyes

"oh shit" I hear Tracy whisper

"so molly became different, she's more angry, does drugs, doesn't care about her life anymore, and goes to punk shows to let her anger out in the mosh pits" Rose said now crying

Tracy gets up and hugs her and she crys in his arms.

"she's gonna be alright" he tells her

"no she's not, the only thing that is keeping her going is performing" she crys out and now jose sits quietly crying to himself

I get up and walk to the kitchen to get some water. Maybe I should go up there.

I silently walk upstairs and I knock on the door. she doesn't answer so I open it and I see her laying down with her back towards the door. I walk in and sit on her bed while she lays there.

Her body shifts and she is now turned to me.

"what do you want" she said with tears in her eyes

"I'm worried for you Mol" I tell her

"you known me for one day at rolling loud, you don't know anything about me, you don't have to be worried" she says

"why are you being like that" I said

"look Gus, I'm not here to make friends with anyone anymore, you guys had your chance, and you left the next day and without any contact the last few years, Rose and Jose are the only one I have in my life, so I'm not gonna sit here and make new friends to depend on" she says with tears in her eyes

MOLLY POV

He gets up and slams my door. More tears start to slip out. Why do I have to be like this. Why can't I be normal again. I get up and grab my phone and head out my room. I walk downstairs and see them on the couch. Rose is crying and so is Jose.

I rush to the couch and sit next to Rose.

"What's wrong Rose" I give her a worried look

"you Rose, you changed, I can't take this anymore, why can't you be normal" she yells pushing me

I stand there pissed off.

"look Rose I get that your mad but don't fucking push me" I said getting in her face

bexey gets up and grabs my waist pulling me back and Tracy pulls hers.

"I didn't asked for my whole family to die, I just wish they were here so I can tell them I love them, I'm sorry Rose that my life isn't perfect like yours, you have a family that you can go to when your stressed or in need of guidance, I don't, I only have you and Jose, so don't get mad at me for doing drugs, I don't even do drugs, I buy them from Shadow because I know she is lacking money, I buy them and throw them out, I didn't changed, the only thing that has changed was my trust, wanna know why, because the day of rolling loud when we met GBC, I trusted them, I felt like they were family and we only knew them for a day, but then they left, not speaking to us, so don't fucking tell me that I've changed because I haven't, because none of you had earned the old me" I said breaking down with tears in my eyes

Rose looks at me in shock and so do Tracy, Bexey, Shadow, Wicca, and Jose.

"So fuck you Rose you don't even know what it's like to have no one, you or Jose don't even ask me if I'm doing alright, you don't check on me, I make sure that you guys are good with everything, I defend you in every situation, but I don't get the same energy back" I say in a low tone voice

I reach for my pocket and pull out 5,000 dollars and throw it to Shadow.

"here I know you need it more then me" I said looking down

she looks at it like I put a snake in her hand. Her eyes start to water and she comes up and hugs me.

"Thankyou" she crys

"go help your family out" I smile

I run upstairs and slam my door. And sit on my bed and cry. I just lay there and cry. My life is going downhill. I don't even want to live anymore. I hear my door open and I turn to see Rose and everyone else. Shadow left home so she can't provide for her family.

Rose comes up to me and hugs me.

"I'm sorry Mol, I'm sorry I wasn't there, Im sorry I expected you to be alright all the time, I'm sorry that I wasn't being the bestfriend your suppose to have" she cry squeezing me tight and I squeeze her tight also

"I'm sorry to" u said crying

"For what" she asked

"For having the thought of punching you in the face" I said and she laughed

I look at Jose that has tears in his eyes.

"Come here" I cry laughing and I hug him tight

"your the only real family I have Jose, don't leave me please" I cry to him and he nods crying on my shoulder

And I release from him and we both laugh. I then see Tracy, Bexey, And Wicca standing there awkwardly. I go up to them and hug them all at the same time.

"I'm sorry I was being rude to you guys, I really am, that's the reason Gus left because he tried to talk to me, and I told him I didn't need friends and he walk out" I cry

"It's alright Molly, we understand what's been going on" Tracy said hugging tighter

And I just laugh I look at my phone as we chill in my room watching TV. We watch South Park.

"shutup cartman you fat fuck" I said and they laugh at me

I look on Instagram and see Gus posted something.