im yer dad:0

9/rip

it's the next morning and everyone fell asleep in the exact positions we were in when we went to the room.

I wake up before everyone and go downstairs to make breakfast. I make pancakes and then the eggs, then I make bacon. I hear someone go downstairs and I see Layla.

"morning" I said nonchalant

"good morning" she said

"how's your nose?" I ask her and she gives me a weird look

"it's sore, but why are you nice to me after you know, what happen" she asked

"no one deserves disrespect, u really don't fucking like you, but I'm not gonna sit here and be rude to you because at the end of the day you and Gus are still together, and I don't want to make him mad, so I'll be nice to you but that doesn't mean all the time because sometimes I talk shit for fun, but just because I'm being somewhat nice to you doesn't mean the rest are so deal with it homegirl" I say and she nods

I hear someone else come into the kitchen and I see Rose and Tracy.

"Good morning bitches" I say smiling

"Goodmorning hoe" Tracy said like he was a girl

"Wow" I said pretending to be hurt

"I'm sorrryyyy" he said like a baby while hugging me

Rose can u serve them, imma get ready for our show that's in like 2 hours but they want us there early. And she nods. GBC is now performing with us so we have more. I can have fun tonight because things have been crazy. Last night I worked on my family's little thing I made. And it's a rap. It's all ready and I already had the DJ put it in when I need it. Imma do it and no one knows I am.

I go to my room to see Shadow, Ghost, Peep, and Bexey sleep. So I jump on the bed which Ghost and Bexey and shadow are sleeping on. I keep jumping until they wake up.

"wake up bitches there's breakfast downstairs and we have a show in 2 hours" I say finally jumping to the furry bean bag chair that Gus is on and I jump on him which causes him to wake up

He smiles at me and I smile back

"Wake up bum hoeeee" I say to him laughing

I then feel my face wet. Ew

"ewwww Gus that's nasty why'd you lick me" I whine

"Oh shutup" he says kissing my head going downstairs, I blush but then remember that he is gonna he kissing Layla when he goes downstairs. Everyone is downstairs and I put on some black baggy dickies and my white sports bra with a short spiked vest that has a bunch of patches with bands on it. I then put my black belt on my pants and wore some black chucks. I put my hair in a high pony tail and tie my bandana around my head. I go to my vanity and do my makeup with my eyebrow, eyeliner, and lipstick. I go to put perfume on and brushed me teeth, put all my hygiene things on. I put my phone in my back pocket and go downstairs. I see that everyone got dressed in Rose or Jose room so when I went downstairs everyone was ready.

"Damn Molly looking extra fly today MAMASIDA" Shadow said in a red neck voice

"oh my" I said laughing hard

I noticed that Gus was kinda staring but I didn't really pay attention to that. We got to the cars and we drive to the venue. This was another big concert so yeah.

Once we got there we got out and headed backstage and chilled on the couches till it started. This was our show this time and they were performing so they go first.

GBC goes out to the stage and we stay back because it isn't our turn. We wait for like and hour and a half and then they finish.

We all go on stage including GBC an I say

"What the fuck is up LA" and they screamed

and we start off with Devil Town. This song is kinda chill so they sang along.

"Cuz I know you falling this way too" I ended off

I smile to the crowd

"I'm yer dad" I moan in the mic for the song

As we play the song they start pushing and punching just being free.

This is what I like to see.

While the song is about to end I say "this is for all the fucking outsiders who don't feel normal, fuck being normal," I say raising a middle finger to them and they do it back and I smile

The song ends and this is when I'm performing for my family.

"Alright guys, no one knows that I planned to do this, now one knows what I created yesterday night, but it might get emotional so stick with me" I smile to them and they get quiet

I turn around and call Jose to where I was standing.

"Play the beat" I tell the DJ

The DJ plays the beat and everyone looks confused but I have jose, my only living brother  around my arm.

"I'm sitting here digging the graves for us my dear, walking alone in the streets without my family here, I'm all alone in this world with nobody there, but it's fine I'll be alright the demons follow me everywhere, you ever get that feeling that you aren't along at night, when you hear the voices telling you the opposite of right, I get so scared that they will haunt me for the rest of my life, I wanna join my family leave just to apologize, I never meant for the things to turn out the way it did, if I was there you would have been alive but instead your dead, and I'm sorry for everything I did as a kid, now look at me sitting here at my dest, writing all my feels just so I can get a rest, this pain is killing me from what I do the best, that performing for the fans and from them we are so blessed"

I couldn't even tell that I was full on crying and so was Jose. He pulls me in a tight hug. I squeeze him with my life.

"For our family " I said

"For our family he said and we did a little hand skate we had since we were a kid

Then Rose and Shadow, Tracy, and Ghost, Bexey, and evening Gus came up to us hand we had a group hug.

I then turn to the crowd and explain.

"If you guys don't know 2 years ago my family was murdered in our home and that really changed me, so I decided to make that just to know that I want to die just to say sorry to my mom." I cry and then I feel heavy arms around me.

It's Gus, I hug tighter and then kiss his cheek and the fans go crazy.

I smack my lips
"Yo asses know damn well he gotta girlfriend" I laugh and so do they