im yer dad:0

15/first concert since incident

I was now time to  go to the concert, I'm wearing black dickies and some punk shirt. With a bandana and cute glasses on. I have my dr martins on. I ignored Gus and he hasn't tried to talking to me either.

once we arrive to the venue we go back stage and I can hear them chanting my name. We walk through the halls to get to the backstage and I see a girl run to us. and she give a big hug to Gus. I smile at them, atleast he's happy. even if it's without me.

we head and I can see the entrance to the stage.  We grabbed microphones and I told Rose and Jose that I was gonna play the new one. And they nodded.

We walk on stage and they start screaming.

"Did you guys miss me" I say  and they screamed

"not gonna lie you guys are the only reason why I'm alive right now" I say with a tear dropping and they all yell comforting things

"imma start this show off with a new one I wrote yesterday, it's kinda sad, but not, just letting you know it's not a mosh kinda song." I say and they all yell it's alright and started screaming.

the instrumental plays.

"I need to not pick up my phone, I'll go straight to airplane mode, find something to do I know, I can be a little bit cold, but my third eye is going blind, I'm unaligned with my body and I, it's playing tricks, I say I'm fine." I say the first verse

"Cuz I been dreaming bout you, ooooo, I been wishing that I was next to you, ooooo, I've been dreaming of us, ooooo, I've been thinking this is not a need or a must, but" I sing the chorus

"Love has treated me so so wrong, this all I've got to show are songs, and I want to be super duper true to you  but god I don't know what to do, cuz last year I was just 22, feels like it up and flew, so far away, and out of view, and 23 seems like me and you" I sing the second verse and I feel my eyes water, I repeat the chorus's and they were yelling telling my everything was gonna be okay but was it?

"I know sometimes I make you feel insane, sorry that's just how I play this stupid game, I can't act like a child and disobey, all that you want from me and that you say, I'm sorry baby, please puppy, I'm trying to be, ultra mega happy and show you my smile, and send you my feelings, and fuck it is so hard being so damn far, I guess I'll just stay here, stay singing in my car" I finish the third verse.

I repeat the chorus and the song ends and they scream.

"Thankyou guys" I smile and I turn around and feel eyes on me. I see Gus. I look down and then back at the crowd

I mouth, I'm yer dad to Rose so she could know what song to play and so did jose.

"I'm yer dad" I moan into the mic and they screams

"I'm yer dad" I said again and then said it more but screaming

"feed me food while I watch sports in my man cave made for sports, whores in my porn, porn in my sports, whore and porn and whores all in my sports" I scream

For the rest of the show me and my fans moshed. So i went in the pit again and and being pushed around and all the sudden I get socked in the face. I feel myself hit the group. And then everyone crowds me with flashes and cameras in my face. I keep my eyes closed so they don't record me like that.

"Who the fuck did that" I hear Jose yell

it wasn't a girl, it was a grown ass man.

"where the fuck is she" I hear someone

And then the crowd gets pushed my an angry peep. He picks me up and grabs my ass so I can wrap my legs around him for support. He brought me up to the stage and I look in the distance to see Tracy and Bexey jumping a grown ass man. Peep sets me on the stage and my nose is bleeding a lot and so is my mouth. I just lay on stage spitting out my blood.

"Sit her up" I hear someone yell

I see Rose pulling me up and leaning me against a speaker. I then see peep come out of the crowd with bloody knuckles. And he cleans straight to me with a towel and wipes my blood. I have a black eye cuz he didn't hit me one, the guy hit me twice. He keeps wiping the blood. Then someone grabs a chair for me and peep picks me up once again and sets me on the chair. And then i see him freaking out with Arzaylea trying to calm him down.

I don't like seeing Gus like this. I get up from the chair feeling kinda dizzy but I manage my way to him and arzaylea.

"Gus" I whisper and he turns around

"I'm fine gusher, you don't need to worry about me, okay" I said hugging him

"sorry mols" he says

"it's okay, and sorry I didn't let you speak when u broke the news, when I woke up from my nap it made me realize something" I said

"Realize what?" He asked

"nothing serious" I said trying to change to subject because I don't want him to know.

"and I'm sorry for telling you right away, I shoulda gave you time" he said

"it's ok Gus" I missed his check and walked back the the chair sitting down.