Mom and will weren't home and I've been worried. He's seeing the shadow monster as he calls it. I want to help I want to take this pain away from my baby brother.
I look at my ceiling and sigh. He will be okay Chloe. I say to myself, I look over at my desk at my old drawing book. Standing up I go over and grab it along with a pencil.
I sit down on the floor and open my book and flip it to an empty page. It's like I knew exactly what I wanted to draw. My fingers gripping the pencil the feeling of the paper on the side of my hand as I draw. It was like a blur. I look at the drawing and smile. Will and I two years ago when I took him trick or treating.
I feel my eyes start to water, I miss my happy will. Now he's suffering and I can't do anything but stand and watch. I shut the book laying it beside me. I chuck the pencil at the wall.
Leaning my head back against the bed I close my eyes. Just a little rest wouldn't harm me.
~nightmare~
I open my eyes to see I wasn't in my room. Everything was dark. I look around to see if I could find a source of light. I slowly stand up stumbling towards a door. I open it looking out to see the dark sky. A lightning bolt strikes lighting up the sky. The shadow monster towering over the city. I whimper,looking around I start to run. My feet felt like they where being weighed down. WILL I scream, I felt the urge to scream his name. My foot catches on something and I trip and fall my body slamming onto the pavement. Everything started to blur. But that's not what I was worried about. A viscous growl was all I heard when I looked over to see an ugly looking monster. It was on all fours looked like the demagorgan... it bears its teeth at me and crouches ready to jump on me. I start to scoot backwards trying to get away from it. I slowly stand up and I turn running. I could hear it right behind me. I knew I wasn't going to make it out alive. I feel my body being tackled. His teeth sinking into my skin tearing me apart. My screams were drowned out by his growls. It moves its face right to mine his teeth instantly bitting down on my face.
~end of nightmare~
I shoot right up my body shaking and sweating tears falling down my face. Why am I having these dreams. I can't even sleep without having them. I rub my eyes trying to stop myself from crying. I go to my dresser and grab pajamas and underwear and I stumble to the bathroom. Turning on the hot water I strip from my clothes. I step into the warm water letting it hit my skin. I grab my shampoo squeezing the substance on to my palm. Rubbing the shampoo into my hair then washing it out. Doing the same thing with my conditioner. I grab the soap but I slips out of my hand. I bend down and grab it and I start to wash my body. The water burning me but I didn't care. It numbed me numbed the pain. I shut the water off and get out drying myself off. I grab my clothes putting them on and brushing my hair and teeth I walk to my room. I sit on my bed looking at the wall. A knock at my window shook me out of my daydream. I look over to see those blue eyes. I stand up opening my window and raising my eyebrows at him.
What are you doing here? I question him.
I was board so I decided to come see you he smiles.
I move so he could get in. As he climbs in I turn around and turn my record player on turning it down so I could hear him. I look over at him and shake my head. I thought Friday's you had to watch your sister. He rolls his eyes. No she's fine by herself. I sit next to him. What will your dad think?
I mumble, he shrugs his shoulders and looks out the window. I frown at the ground, you doing okay? He asks.
To be honest I don't know... I say quietly. What's wrong?
I'm worried about my baby brother I whisper. My lips started to tremble as tears threatened to fall from my eyes.
Chloe what happened to your brother?
He's been seeing things and that day at school when I went to go pick him up he was passed out in the school yard... he hasn't been home since. Tears started to fall from my face.
I feel his finger touch my cheek. Don't cry I'm sure he'll be okay. I could tell he didn't know what to do so I just wiped the tears away.
I stand up and I turn up the music. Eye of the tiger was playing. I start to dance closing my eyes I let my body go letting it do what it wants. I hear my door being opened, I look over at it to see my brother standing there glaring at my bed. I look over to see billy staring right at him. Oh shit I say, I turn the music down. Jonathan what are you doing in my room I say.
Why is he here he sneers at Billy.
Why dose it matter I mumble... he's the only friend I have. He needs to get out of this house now. I snap my head in Billy's direction as he stands up I could see anger in his face.
No billy please don't do anything just please go home I say pleadingly. He looks at me and sighs and turns around and climbs out of my window. He was gone and I feel bad for telling him to leave. I look at my brother, I glare at him and I grab whatever was near me and I chuck it at him hitting him in the chest. He flinches, fuck off jonathan leave my life alone let me have friends. Worry about yourself I scream at him. I shove him out of my room slamming my door I slide down my door and pull at my hair. My anxiety was fucked. I whimper as I start to panic. I can't keep a single friend can I I whisper to myself. I slowly stand up my hands shaking as I go and shut my window. I turn around and walk to my record player turning that off. I flip my light switch off. Climbing onto my bed I get under my comforter. I felt safe there. I didn't have to worry about my brothers judgmental looks. I curl up closing my eyes. I'm so sorry billy I think to myself.
I'm so sorry if my writing is horrible 😕
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Teen romance
Romansa"That's how you do it Hawkins,that's how you do it!" Chloe Byer, the daughter of Joyce Byers also the second oldest. Her younger brother will Byers and her older brother Jonathan Byers. Since her brother went missing last year she's been in a spir...
