❤️I Hate That I Love You❤️ [ON HOLD]

Chap 22

Enjoy The Ride 📖
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'Is it a crime for me to love him that much? Why does he always find things to hurt me like this? Has he ever felt guilty or bad for everything he did to me till now?' after reaching in his room, Kong slumped down on the bed while still sobbing and thought about what Arthit had revealed to him.

***Flashback On***

"The other day after that simple fight we had, I decided to find a way to hurt you as I was angry you slapped me. So I planned to make you fall in love with me and just dump you later on. But right now I cannot even get myself to look at your face. The small time that I spent with you made me realise what a stupid jerk I have been to you. That's when I knew that I had actually never hated you but I got blinded by my ego. I remained biased toward you no matter what you did and kept my prejudice against you. I choose to believe in what I wanted and found you as the perfect prey to blame anytime I felt like." Arthit was a sobbing mess as he told Kong everything.

Kong tears silently flowed all the way to his face till they eventually reached down on his neck. His heart felt like it has been twisted up pretty bad from inside. Twisted by someone who's none other than the one he had loved and still love more than anything.

Everything Arthit was now saying broke him much more as he kept talking. So all the gentleness and care he witnessed had just been pure pretence.

None of them had been real like he wished for it to be. If that had been a game, then it only meant everything P'Arthit and him had done together was fake too.

Even the hungry and passionate kisses, the romantic cuddles, the cutes intimate moments he and P'Arthit had shared was just his own illusions and a part of this crazy game just to make him fall in love?

He began to laugh pathetically at himself because it was so funny. With the way he was already so insanely in love with P'Arthit, the latter didn't need to do anything more.

Only that alone had been more than enough to break his already shattered heart every single day. But his stepbrother had to pull out this insane game to hurt him even more than he was already. And even after this, he couldn't stop the love he felt for P'Arthit making him feel more pathetic.

He immediately stood up from the chair not wanting to spend any more minute there listening to his stepbrother. And without any words, he then stormed out leaving a guilty and also crying Arthit alone. At this moment, he just dismissed Arthit's tears and choose not to think about it.

Kong still crying, marched up to his room as he had heard more than enough. He didn't want to know anything else from P'Arthit because he just couldn't take it anymore.

  ***Flashback Ends***

He was still busy musing as the tears rolled down on his cheeks. He laid down allowing himself to cry it all out so he could free his heart from the pains. Then after a while, his phone started to ring waking him immediately from his train of thoughts.

Wiping the remaining tears away from his face, he took the phone by the side table. It was actually a video call from his friends. He picked the call and tried to hide his sadness.

"Hello guys, what's up?" Kong smiled which didn't really reach his eyes.

"Hey Kong, feeling much better already?" They simultaneously asked so impatiently about his health.