❤️I Hate That I Love You❤️ [ON HOLD]

Chap 11

Enjoy The Ride
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Kong's POV

I was immediately dragged out of there by Mike along with Aim and Prae.
Mike was fuming with anger and slowly let go of my wrist when we reached a quiet space.

P'Arthit and I have shared a passionate kiss just few minutes ago, I was still so shocked and couldn't believe I have completely lost myself into that.
I would be lying if I say I didn't enjoy it.
Actually that was my first kiss and it left me craving for more.

Did I just moan like a slut?
I can't believe just him ravishing my mouth brought to me different sensation which I have never felt before and it was heavenly.
I even wanted him to do more than just kissing completely forgetting that we weren't alone in that room.

I loved his soft and warm lips on mine but somehow I always felt hurt watching him kiss anyone else, which could only mean I'm attracted to him and want him just for myself.
Right now I'm trying to convince myself that it was just a game, and P'Arthit also would have probably never kissed me otherwise.

But why do I feeling hurt just by thinking it was just a game for him?
Why was I glad he was my first kiss?
Why did I love the kiss so much that I wanted it again?
Why did I want him to continue doing more than that to me?

He usually only bully and hate me a lot then, why can't I hate him back but instead I want him to kiss me again so bad.

Then realisation hit me, I'm in love with my stepbrother who hate me more than anything.
I have had those feelings for P'Arthit for a long time now but was just too naive to realise it.

I was busy musing and my thoughts wandered to everything that have happened earlier this night till now.

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Flashback

Recently our parents haven't been at home as they went on a business trip again, yeah they travel a lot that I can even count the number of time I see them in a year.
During those times, I would sleep in my former room and it was the best solution to avoid P'Arthit too.
So as usual he left earlier than me though I didn't see him leaving and I was still waiting for Aim to pick me up.

After Aim arrived at my place,we went to pick the others then headed to the venue together.
When we arrived at the party, people were dressed nicely and everyone was busy talking, smiling, laughing, to sum it up everyone was having fun.

Still enjoying the view when my eyes landed on P'arthit who was exceptionally looking so handsome today that I almost found myself drooling over him.
But I suddenly felt disappointed because I know he dressed up this much just to impress the girls who will be around tonight.
This wasn't something new about him, he always made all the girls fall for him and who knows before tonight ends, he will have another beautiful girl to fuck as usual.

It always hurt me seeing him around with different girls and he often brought some at home when our parents went on business trips.
Even though my room is a bit far from our shared bedroom, I could still hear them moan as they had sex.

Every times that happened, I found myself shedding tears, though I was not sure why I felt like crying because of that but it hurt a lot.
He also never respected me at all by bringing all those girls at home, still I couldn't bring myself to hate him.

I never liked seeing him with those girls especially when he will deliberately kiss them openly in front of me.
As I sat down with my friends, we talked and laughed then I saw P'Arthit approaching us and specially looking at Prae as she is beautiful in anything she wear.
My heart sank just by the thought that he was interested in Prae but I immediately shrugged it.