❤️I Hate That I Love You❤️ [ON HOLD]

Chap 31

Enjoy The Ride
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*Kong's POV*

'...because I Love You.'  The day P'Arthit has said those words out to me, I couldn't think of anything else not even about that anonymous message I had received after that because I believed that has only been a set up to frame my P'.

I spent that enture night tossing around my bed thinking about him. Those loving stares I was ceremoniously getting used to as it was now a habit of him to lose himself on my face. It has been a while now that I've noticed those looks he always directed my way as if I was the most valuable diamond he has ever come across.

His eyes would always follow my each and every moves dreamily whenever we found ourself in the same vicinity then would shift automatically to my lips as desire would fill those beautiful orbs of his ready to devour me raw anytime soon.

But as oblivious as I was before, I didn't know that was because he was already in love with me not until he finally blurted that out though he has coincidentally told me only because he wanted to reassure me that day. But I was glad he also had feelings for me.

P'Arthit could often be a tease and do you wonder why I'm saying so? Just take an example of what he said to me that same day. How the fuck can he say straight on my face his desire of fucking me so senselessly that my asshole would be full of his pups? A-as if... Oh my goodness, I can't believe he really said that, argh... now my checks can't stop burning because just thinking about him only render me into a blushing mess.

Thanks to that I've even started having this insanely stupid fantasy of wanting to give birth to our children... - stop all these stupidity Kong. How the thoughts of it has been dancing on my mind  since then is still a huge mystery to me.

I mean, I'm a man so how can I even carry babies like women? Tsk... I'm just so whipped for him, aren't I? But that wouldn't be a bad idea though to give him a lot of them enough to fit a military team. - Shut the fuck up now, are you out of your mind Kong? Yeah, I was certainly losing my mind already because of this crazy puppy love I've been abhorring for P'Arthit.

But when I heard everything P'Ohm has told me about as well as all the evidences he has shown to me, trust me though I did apologize to him because it was still my fault indeed and also kept defending P'Arthit, the truth is, I too didn't know whether P'Arthit was really innocent or was responsible for those accusations — if they've been fabricated or were genuine.

I know I shouldn't have doubted him just like that but can you blame me for thinking like that? I'm also a human being with emotions such as doubt, anger, sadness, happiness, frustration, disappointment etc...

In my case face to that situation, I didn't know what to feel about it, actually. I was doubting for sure but I was just very scared that he has really done that while a part of me also believed in him and I didn't know whether I thought like that just to comfort myself or anything though.

It might've been so cowardly of me because once I reached home, I didn't talk to him about it. I just didn't want to spoil all the good feelings existing between us and every time I thought of asking him, it immediately fled away from my mind when I would catch him lost in my soul while licking his lips like a tiger.

That scene always made something switch inside of me resulting in me wanting to feel his touches on me so badly and I would become very horny in just a matter of seconds and by the time I would comeback to my senses, I had forgotten what I was trying to ask him already. That's why till now, I was yet to ask him whether he has truly threatened and also attacked P'Ohm or not.
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